TITLE: Fifth Day in Paradise (1/2) AUTHOR: Kate Rickman ***CHAPTER ONE*** The White Mountains of New Hampshire Saturday April 1, 2000 The engine chokes, stumbles, then catches again as the car accelerates up a short rise and around a long curve in the road. This afternoon the pavement is a black snake twisting through the snowy countryside, sliding past an occasional small farm, and winding through tiny hamlets shrouded in white. Tall trees rise into gray clouds on either side of us as we pass between tall banks of plowed snow. We're on our way to a small farm near the town of Ramsey where a local woman channels the spirit of a child killed almost twenty years ago. We're on our way because the child, one Megan Cafferty, is about to name her murderer. At least that's Mulder's take on the situation. The engine chokes, then resumes its low rumble. Mulder and I exchange worried looks. The road dips, taking us through a long meadow, its snowy surface scarred by the twin tracks of cross-country skis. A sign announces *Meadowlea Bed and Breakfast, R. Bergen, Prop.*, but I only glimpse a brick chimney and the edge of a steep gable as we whisk past and drive into the trees again. Now the road climbs seriously and the forest closes in around us. Small hummocks of snow dot the asphalt where wind has jarred snow from the heavy branches hanging above the roadway. Mulder slows and drives carefully, the car sliding here and there, slipping then regaining traction as it struggles up the steep hill. I sigh, looking at my watch. Mulder looks over at me. "What?" "At this rate, the show will be over by the time we arrive in Ramsey." Pity. In my own twisted little way, I'm sorry to miss the entertainment. "The show?" Mulder steers the car onto a switchback and makes the sharp turn. "I try to keep an open mind..." I catch the smirk he tries to hide and immediately protest by swatting him with a rolled-up map. He is not contrite. "I really do, Mulder. But I have a gut feeling about this one." "A *gut* feeling?" Mulder smiles, braking, making another turn. "I didn't know you had *gut feelings,* Scully." Wise guy. "My...gut...tells me the only one who will be talking today is our 'psychic' and that she's either the murderer, a complete fraud, or both." "I don't know, Scully. She..." Mulder's voice trails off as the engine chokes, gasps, then rattles into silence. The car rolls downhill, the wet hiss of its tires loud without the sound of the engine in my ears. Mulder twists the ignition key repeatedly. No luck. He wrestles with the wheel, sluggish without the aid of power steering. He guides the car around yet another downhill turn, touching the brakes carefully. Seamless banks of compressed snow slide past the windows on both sides. We negotiate a series of flat curves pressed tightly against the hillside, the car slowing with each turn. I find myself leaning forward, willing the car to move on, peering through the windshield for a safe place to pull off the road. "There!" I point, but Mulder has already seen the small diner with its crudely plowed parking lot. We bump into the cleared area and ease to a stop just a few feet from the road. "I don't believe this." I stare at the diner, dark, a card announcing *closed for the season* standing in one window. Leaning over, I examine the gas gauge. Half full. I sit back and raise an eyebrow at Mulder. He twists the ignition key in response. The car whines and grumbles but does not catch. "This is an April Fool's joke, right?" He chuckles - where did he find that, I wonder; my stomach is twisted in knots - and shakes his head in the negative. He turns the key again just to show me he's not fooling. "Nope. It's as dead as a doornail." I glare at the other April Fool's joke, piled white and high outside the car. It has been snowing off and on for days, a late season stretch of bad weather. It is just my bad luck that Mulder dragged me here in the middle of it, April Fool's on me. I turn to Mulder and make helpful suggestions, like "Broken gauge? Bad fuel pump? Clog in the fuel line?" remembering the informal auto shop conducted almost daily in our garage by my enthusiastic, oil soaked brothers. Mulder grumbles, kicks open the door, and climbs from the car. I make a more graceful exit, joining him as he raises the hood. We stare together into the indecipherable maze of hoses and wires and metal parts. Nothing smokes. Nothing is on fire. No helpful signs saying *fix me* appear under the hood. The engine ticks stolidly at us as we glare back at it. Mulder drops the hood with a resonant *thunk* then turns and leans against the fender. "Well, shit" is his appraisal of the situation. This time I agree, he's right on the mark. It's three thirty and already daylight is thin. I find the map in the car and lay it across the hood. The edges ruffle in the wind as I hold it there with both hands. The hamlet of Pemiwisset lies up and over the mountains, maybe three miles ahead. I shiver as an icy gust blows across the map and into my face. Many more miles behind us is the village of New Blandford. I scour the thin red line that snakes between these two points for some idea of what to do. A fine shower of snow sifts over my head and splatters across the map. I fold it carefully and squint at the gray sky. Mulder grimaces at his cell phone. "No signal," he reports, squeezing the off button and dropping the useless instrument back into his pocket. He looks around, fastens on the deserted diner. "B and E" I remind him - Breaking and Entering - then add "the phone's probably turned off for the season anyway." "You have a better idea?" He stuffs both hands in his pockets and hunches his back against the wind. "I haven't seen another car on this road since we left New Blandford." "What about the Bed and Breakfast place we saw a while back?" I fold the map and throw it carelessly inside the car, stomping my feet to warm them. Mulder shrugs. He didn't see it. "It's down at the bottom of the hill," I explain, waving my hand in a vague westerly direction. "It could be closed for the season." He inclines his head toward the sign in the Diner's window. "Maybe," I open the trunk and haul out my garment bag, slinging it over one shoulder, "but I saw a lot of ski tracks in the area. I'll bet they're open for the winter crowd." I hand Mulder his duffle bag and slam the trunk viciously. The boom echoes around the small clearing and fades away on the wind that snags at the edges of my coat and scours the bare skin on my face and hands. I pull on my gloves, flexing my fingers in the fleecy warmth, and look hopefully up and down the deserted road. Still deserted. I listen carefully for the sound of an approaching vehicle. I hear nothing but the moan of wind through the trees. I hitch my bag more comfortably on my shoulder then walk into the fine veil of snow that blows sideways in the gray light. Icy snowflakes pepper my face and I narrow my eyes against them, tucking my chin more deeply into the warmth of my coat. Mulder falls in beside me and, for the better part of an hour, we hike along the road in companionable silence. Trouble starts on the far side of the hill. Mulder's luck, which hasn't been running well all day, takes a definite turn for the worse. Snow blows hard into our faces, making it difficult to see. The packed surface beneath our feet is treacherous, slippery in patches; we stumble and slide our way downhill. Heads down against the wind, we struggle along, side by side, each helping to steady the other. Then Mulder suddenly disappears. I am left standing alone on the road with one of his leather gloves clutched in a numb hand. "Mulder!" I scream his name into the swirling whiteness and hear nothing but the shrill cry of wind in return. A gust batters my face so I turn my back to it, pulling my collar high around my neck. "Mulderrrrr!" I shout louder this time. Still nothing. I shout again and my words are hurled back in my face by the wind. When I push ahead a few steps, one hand raised against the driving snow to protect my eyes, my foot skates over an icy patch and shoots out from under me. I slip and hit the road hard on my backside, rolling over and over, then sliding downhill for a few yards before I skid to a stop with my garment bag tangled around my feet, my coat pulled up around my waist, and a thick wedge of snow packed tight against the small of my back. My knees and elbows and the soft tissue of my backside all throb painfully. I struggle to a seated position, wiping the snow from my eyes. I swat blindly at my lower back to dislodge what's caked there, too late -- a rivulet of icy water already runs unpleasantly down the back of my jeans. I look up and down the road as far I can see in the swirling white, which is about three feet from the tip of my nose, and see no sign of Mulder, his duffle, or skid marks that would lead me to him. I unsnarl myself and cautiously feel my way to the side of the road where I look over the embankment. Mulder. He lies face down in the snow below me, his right arm twisted at a strange angle, his duffle bag off to one side. A sick chill runs through me at the sight. I drop my bag and slip over the edge, tumbling down the slope after him, ending up on my aching knees at his side. Heart pounding, my gut twisted, I shake his left shoulder. A gust of wind plows through the clearing, clattering bare branches one against the other. Where it combs through the thick pines, the trees gives voice to a long, low moan. I flinch when a puff of snow fluffs into my face and the icy air finds its way down the back of my coat. I barely feel the pain in my hands and bruised knees as I lean over Mulder, trying to shake the life back into him. "Mulder!" This time I try his right shoulder. "Scul..." he slurs part of my name into the snow. Thank God. I start breathing again. "Stop," he gasps, rolling onto his back, grasping his right shoulder with his left hand. "Shit. It hurts." Pain strangles his words and my breath catches at the back of my throat again. I switch to Doctor Mode, pressing and probing his affected shoulder, expertly using his elbow to firmly rotate the arm in its socket. Everything seems fine until I notice the pained expression on his face. "I'm sorry." I squeeze his icy hand in apology while my stomach does flip flops. I pluck his loose glove from my pocket and slide it over his fingers, pushing it up securely around his wrist. Mulder's fingers curl around mine. "Thanks," he whispers into my face, so close the warmth of his breath thaws my icy cheek for a moment. My breath catches for a third time, for a different reason. I gather my wits and release his hand, sitting back on my heels. Looking around - looking at anything but Mulder - I notice my bag has tumbled downhill with me. I flounder to my feet and retrieve the bag from where it rolled under a bush. "I'll probably be stiff tomorrow." He flexes his shoulder carefully then turns to look at me with a wicked gleam in his eye for an injured man. "Massage therapy would probably help me recover faster, *Doctor* Scully." He emphasizes my professional title in a very unprofessional tone of voice. "In your dreams," I snap back at him, smiling. I know this game. "Yeah," he says softly, "in my dreams." I feel the familiar heat swell deep inside me. Damn it. He's done it again. I wish I'd stop melting every time Mulder flashes those bedroom eyes or uses that seductive tone of voice on me. It slides right under my shields and grabs me by the heart before I can defend myself against it. I slip my head and one arm through the strap on my bag, slinging it across my back. "Come on," I kick him gently with my toe. I don't need this complication in my life and, heaven knows, neither does Mulder. We have enough things that trouble us these days. I step back to a safe distance as he struggles to his feet, his right arm held protectively against his waist. I keep my arms crossed safely against my chest when he stumbles. When he almost falls, I turn my face into the pelting snow. "Let's traverse out of here and get back to the road at the bottom of the hill" I advise as he moves up beside me. I lead the way through the trees and hear him thrashing through the snow behind me. After a few minutes' struggle through drifted snow, slipping and falling (me), with livid cursing (Mulder), we come to the bottom of the hill and stumble out of the trees. From the edge of what I remember to be a long meadow, I see an artificial light shining a not-so-distant welcome through the snow and the deepening twilight. It seems we've cleverly taken a short cut. We skate across some frozen water in a ditch and back onto the road where the going is easier. While the snow has eased for the moment, the wind is still strong -- the cold air needles the inside of my nose and throat and I don't even want to think about the minus two digit wind chill while I'm still out here in it. Head down into the wind, my chin tucked deep inside my collar, I slog along the snowy pavement at Mulder's side. The beacon winks on and off through the trees lining the west side of the road and we push in that direction. After a few minutes, the tang of wood smoke has grown strong in the air. Our beacon is clearly a porch light and I'm relieved to see lighted windows arranged dimly around it. We turn off the road and stomp the short distance to the covered front porch of Meadowlea Bed and Breakfast. I lever the brass knocker a few times then wait. Warm air spiced with cinnamon and apples blows over us as the door opens. A tiny woman wearing L.L. Bean from head to toe stands just inside with one hand on the door and the other hand holding an embroidery hoop. Her salt and pepper hair is cropped short and combed neatly into a sensible style. Diamond earrings soften the look. "Hello, dear. Oh you look cold. Please come in." We're enveloped by two kinds of warmth when the door closes behind us. Our unnamed hostess clucks over Mulder's obviously injured shoulder as she divests us of our outerwear. She piles the luggage neatly in a corner of the hall before leading us into the parlor. Another woman, almost twin to our hostess in age and style, sits near the fire. "This is my sister, Maggie Lisbie. I'm Sarah Morgan, by the way." "Dana Scully," I remove my glove and offer my hand. Maggie's hair is more pepper than salt, combed in a softer style than her sister's. Pearl-leashed reading glasses hang like a necklace against her deep rose twin set, matching the delicate pearl studs in her ears. A book lays open in her lap. "Oh my dear Dana," she tsks as she takes my cold hand in her warm one. "You're frozen. Sit...sit." She waves me to the empty settee on the other side of the fireplace. I sink into the warmth gratefully, holding my frozen hands against the heat of the flames. The room is Early American with a twist. Fine maple furniture, some of it antique, is mixed with sleek wrought iron lamps, modern art, and woven floor coverings that add warmth and depth to the lustrous hardwood floors. "Fox Mulder," my partner introduces himself as he sits at my side. "Dana and Fox." Sarah Morgan smiles down at us. "Such a cute couple." "Ah, we're not...." I start to explain our complicated relationship but Mulder interrupts me. "Do you have a telephone we can use?" He explains about the car. "Oh, I'll have to ask the owner. We're just guests here, Maggie and I," Sarah smiles happily. "From Wisconsin," she adds. I make a mental note that it's Land's End from head to toe instead of Bean. "Just warm yourselves. I'll get her." Sarah pads across the room and through swinging doors that reveal a slice of kitchen before they swing back again. After a moment, a tall woman in folksy overalls strides across the room, wiping her hands on a checked towel. She moves confidently, her eyes friendly, her demeanor open. Her hair is blonde, streaked with a few wispy strands of gray that escape a loosely coiled bun at the base of her neck. "Welcome." She extends her hand in greeting, first to me, then to Mulder, who stands like a gentleman. "I'm Rebecca Bergen. Rebecca for short." The familiar cadences of Long Island flavor her speech. I smile, liking her already. I explain about our car and ask about the telephone. "You'll stay with us," Rebecca decides. "Our last set of guests just canceled because of the weather. They had such a lovely room at the back of the house. There's a fireplace and a nice view of the meadow...when it isn't snowing. Very romantic. You'll love it." Romantic? Oh, no. Not for Mulder and me. I rush to correct her. "Actually, we'd like two rooms if you have them, Ms. Bergen." "Rebecca. Please. We all go by first names at Meadowlea." Rebecca looks from me to Mulder and back again. "Two rooms? Really? We only have one room available, and it has a nice, big bed..." "But, we're just..." "...and you can each have your own side...if that's what you really want," she concludes skeptically. "...partners," I finish my protest but it sounds strange, an odd word that hangs in the air with nobody hearing it but me. We haven't been *just partners* for a long time and I'm still coming to grips with it. "We'll take it," Mulder decides for us. Then in an aside to me, he whispers "I'll sleep on the floor if that's what you want, Scully." Now I feel childish. I turn to the fire, scowling at myself as much as I scowl at the situation we've gotten ourselves into this time. I watch the fire flicker in the grate as Mulder follows Rebecca to her office. "Having a fight, dear?" Maggie Lisbie interrupts my reverie. She touches me gently on the arm, a mother's touch. It comforts me and I feel my self directed anger drain away. "No, Maggie, we're not." I'm the only one fighting here. Mulder has been open about his feelings for me for the past two years. He does not push me but he often gently reminds me that the door between us is open. He leaves it up to me to decide when I can step through. "I'm glad." Maggie sits back and looks around her. "This is such a happy house. My late husband and I came here for several years before he passed on. His memory is strong in this place. Now my sister comes with me." Her voice grows faint as she drifts into the memory and we sit quietly, each looking into the fire, each occupied with her own thoughts. Suddenly, the front door bursts open to admit a rush of cold air and a gale of laughter. After much giggling and thumping in the hallway, a young couple enters the room. She is petite and blonde; he is tall with red hair. Both have pink cheeks and noses. "Maggie..." the young woman starts to say, then cuts herself short when she sees me sitting there. I introduce myself, smiling, feeling my face bend in all the right places for a third time tonight. It must be my all-time record since I joined the X- Files. "I'm Donna and this is Rob..." "MacGowan." "Newlyweds," Maggie adds in a loud whisper. Donna blushes. The new yellow band on her finger flashes brightly in the firelight as she looks down at my boots. I follow her gaze and see water pooling around them on the hardwood floor. "You know, Rebecca keeps a basket of moccasins by the door for guests to wear while they're in the house. I can get some for you. What size do you wear?" "Six," I murmur, leaning down to take off my wet boots. I trade them for a pair of soft moccasins then use the towel that suddenly appears with Sarah Morgan to swab the polished floor. In the middle of my work, Mulder clomps back into the room and stops in front of me. A rivulet of water runs down the side of his boot and pools on the dry, polished wood. "Good new and bad news" he says over my head as if I'm not kneeling at his feet. "The guy at Kelly's Garage - the only garage around, by the way - says he'll pick up the car from the diner parking lot tomorrow and have a look at it." I tug at one boot and he lets me slip it from his foot. I hand it to Donna as he continues. "The people at the Lariat Rent-a- Car say that if he can't fix it, they'll have another one up here by tomorrow night." Now I have the second boot in my hand and Mulder stands in stocking feet amid the dribble on the floor. I mouth *size twelve* to Donna, then climb onto the settee and look at Mulder from a more convenient elevation. "Then we'll miss Megan Cafferty's big moment." "Megan Cafferty?" A new voice. I swivel in my seat to see a slight, dark-haired man enter from the dining room. He walks with a marked limp and carries a steaming mug in one hand. "You mean that so-called ghost over in Ramsey?" Mulder nods and the man continues. "Yeah, I heard about it so I went over this afternoon. Nothing better to do." He divides his words between Mulder and me, his long curly hair bouncing with each turn of his head. "I'm Harold Steinberg, a feature writer for the Jacksonville Times-Gazette." "And?" Mulder asks eagerly. "It seems like *Megan* got shy at the last minute and said nothing." Harold sits in a wing chair by the front window and sips his coffee. "So we..." A soft pattering sound distracts us all. An elderly Asian couple enter the room in their slippers. They smile and bow slightly at the waist. The man, barely taller than his tiny wife, bows again in my direction. "We are Koichi and Cheiko Nakamura." His English is slow but precise. I resist the urge to bow as I introduce myself. Donna hands Mulder a pair of Rebecca's moccasins and joins her husband where he leans against the mantle, studying the fire. Mulder looks at the moccasins and his feet in socks on the wet floor. I throw the damp towel at his chest. The Nakamuras bow again and patter into the dining room. I'm turning back to Maggie Lisbie when a muffled crash and a shriek come from the kitchen. It's clearly not an 'I dropped the gravy' type of shriek; the shock and the fear in it raises the hair on the back of my neck. Mulder and I jump reflexively from our seats. I reach under the back of my sweater and pull out my weapon, thumbing the safety as I run into the kitchen on Mulder's heels. Rebecca stands, wide-eyed, staring down at something on the floor. At her feet lays a woman with a large butcher knife stabbed crudely into her chest. Blood is everywhere. ***CHAPTER TWO*** "Mary," Rebecca whispers to the corpse. The corpse stares back, its eyes wide open and pupils dilated. The other guests pile up in the doorway, their gasps and nervous whispers filling the air even though the center island blocks most of the scene from their view. "You'll need to stay out of the kitchen." I turn and push gently at the others, easing them back into the parlor. "We need to preserve the crime scene." "What do you know about crime scenes?" Harold challenges me. "Mulder and I, we're FBI." "FBI!" Donna squeaks, emotions conflicting on her face. "Yes." Again I push gently but this time the group responds to my authority - or the gun in my hand - and retreats nervously to the parlor. I sheathe the weapon, pulling my sweater discretely over the bulge. Maggie and Sarah perch on the edge of a settee, each gripping the other's hands. Rob MacGowan turns away and his wife burrows her face into the front of his sweater. The Nakamuras stand quietly near the front window, watching, clearly frightened. Harold Steinberg retreats to the wing chair again and crosses his knees at me. Five pairs of eyes bore holes through the side of my neck as I find the crime scene kit in my luggage and carry it back to the kitchen. Aside from the blood spatter and the dead body on the floor, the kitchen is a pleasant room, good for both cooking and gathering. The cabinets are maple, a recurring theme in this house, with glass fronts; neatly stacked dishes - service for a horde, it seems - fill two cabinets on the wall near the living room door, another cabinet stretches floor to ceiling with a different style of drinking glass on every shelf. The counters and the island in the center of the room are tiled in rich cream, the walls - where they aren't papered or splattered with blood - are a pleasing sage green. A row of lacquered stools rings the outside of the island, where people can sit and chat while Rebecca cooks. A chrome utility cart with a butcher block top lays at the dead woman's feet, between her and the dining room door. The floor - except around the corpse - is a medium terra cotta. It should be easy to clean away the pooled blood or blend it in if it stains, I find myself thinking. A real Martha Stewart to the criminal set, I am. I turn around. There are three doors to the room. A swinging door divides the kitchen from the front parlor; it's propped open now. There's a dining room through an identical door on the left -- I see a table behind Mulder when he pushes through it with his elbow, pulling gloves over his hands. There's also an exterior door with a window on top that shows nothing but the deep gray velvet of almost-night, minus the snow and wind. Rebecca is on the phone with the Deputy Sheriff, ashen, grimly nodding, speaking in monosyllables. She replaces the receiver as if it were glass and informs me the Deputy will come, soon. I catalog the crime scene, making notes as I go. "Middle-aged woman named Mary..." Pen poised, I look at Rebecca for the name of the deceased. "Kelly. Mary Kelly." Rebecca presses her lips around the name. "She lives in town and helps me out with the cooking and some of the cleaning." I record the name and crouch next to the body that was Mary Kelly, touching her gently with one gloved hand. "Two wounds are apparent on the clothed body, one to the left chest and the other in the midline. A large kitchen knife protrudes from wound number two." I resist touching the knife, even with a gloved finger, not wanting to disturb the crime scene before the Deputy arrives. I look around, tracing the pattern of splattered blood up the wall and across the ceiling. "From the distribution of blood spatter it looks like she was at the counter when her attacker stabbed her. And she's still warm," I look up at Mulder. Mulder looks around me to the counter. "A large cooling roast, uncarved, on a pewter platter. A small salad decorated with chopped vegetables and eggs. An apple pie on a cooling rack. A pot of diced potatoes," he sticks a gloved finger in the water and snatches it back quickly, "still hot." "I don't understand," Rebecca's voice wavers on the question, "why didn't somebody hear something?" Why couldn't we have done something? Her questions hang in the air. Where was I when Mary Kelly lost her life? In the next room, idly chatting with the other guests around the fire? I cast back through my memory, trying to isolate an odd thump or a scrape, perhaps a short cry that could have been fear, from the cheery sounds in the parlor this afternoon. All I hear is the crackle of the fire, the voices of Sarah and Maggie, Rob and Donna, and the rush of cold wind around the house. I turn to Rebecca's question, the simple one. "The first blow, to the left chest, probably sliced her aorta. She would have lost consciousness almost immediately, then bled out very rapidly after that." Rapidly. I wrinkle my nose. I can almost smell the killer in the room, he was here so recently. Little prickles work the back of my neck even though I seriously doubt he's hiding in Rebecca's pantry, waiting to slash again. Besides, he's unarmed now -- he left his weapon behind in Mary Kelly's chest. Making appropriate notations in my book, I look back at the dead woman. There are no other obvious signs of injury except for a yellowing bruise along one cheekbone. "Do you recognize the knife, Rebecca?" "Yes, it's one of my Henckels." She points to a butcher block with one empty space. "An opportunistic killing. Not premeditated." Mulder makes a notation. I sit back on my heels. "So it looks like we have a killer who comes into the kitchen and surprises Mary Kelly. Then he grabs a knife from the counter and stabs her." "He? How do you know that, Scully?" "It's a calculated assumption." I turn and look up at him. "First, the knife has been embedded deeply into her chest through the sternum. It would take a great deal of strength to drive a blade through bone. Second, she appears to have been struck by a taller person, since the knife enters on a downward angle." I look back and measure the corpse with my eyes. "Since Mary Kelly is close to 6 feet tall herself, that would make her attacker at least that tall or taller yet. Further, the attacker is right-handed since the knife not only enters her chest from a superior position but also angles to the left." I shift my pen in the palm of my right hand, gripping it tip downward, and chop the air experimentally, showing Mulder how the blade would naturally angle to the left. "So the murderer is most likely a right-handed male, over six feet tall," Mulder summarizes my conclusions, "who surprised... no, wait -- that can't be it." "What do you mean?" "If Mary Kelly was facing the counter when she was stabbed, then the killer had to be standing between her and the counter. It's possible that *she* surprised *him.*" "I see what you mean," I rise and both knees crack loudly. "Surprised him doing what?" "Carving the roast?" Mulder suggests, shrugging. "I don't know. Maybe they struggled a bit, turning so that the killer was between Mary Kelly and the counter when he struck." "Possibly. Then again, nobody heard anything. So there couldn't have been *too* much of a struggle." I lean back against the far counter, away from the body and the splattered blood. "So what do we have?" "A tall man killed Mary Kelly with one of Rebecca's carving knives," Mulder recites promptly, then points to the blood spatter, "and he's very likely covered with Mary Kelly's blood." "Mary's husband is tall." Rebecca finds her voice. I catalog Suspect Number One. "Would Mr. Kelly have any reason to kill his wife?" "He's...strange. Troubled." Rebecca bites her lip. "And there's been trouble." "What kind of trouble?" Mulder asks. "He...hits her. I've called the Deputy on him a couple of times." Rebecca thought for a moment. "But he couldn't have done it." "Why not?" I think of the old bruise on her cheekbone. "He runs the local garage. Fox spoke to him on the telephone just a few minutes ago. In this weather there's no way he could gotten here...or back...and...uh, killed...Mary in that amount of time." "I don't know for a fact that I spoke with Richard Kelly," Mulder points out. "Someone picked up the phone, said 'Kelly's Garage,' and made arrangements to pick up the car tomorrow. It could have been anyone." "Call again, let Rebecca speak to him...ah..." I'm distracted when the lights flicker "...she'll recognize the voice." Rebecca nods, picks up the receiver, and listens for a moment before replacing it in the cradle and pronouncing it dead. Mulder and I exchange glances. The lights flicker again. The storm, gaining strength, gnaws at the eaves. I peel off my gloves and shove them into a convenient pocket, find my cell phone, and study the display hopefully. No service there, either - not that I expected it. "When was the last time anyone saw Mary alive?" I call into the parlor. The answers vary from 'this morning' to just a few minutes ago when Sarah called Rebecca from the kitchen to meet us. Rebecca. She's tall. I catalog Suspect Number Two then add Rob MacGowan as an extremely tentative number three. Technically speaking, Mulder is Suspect Number Four although I doubt he could raise his right arm above his chest right now. Maggie and Sarah are too short to be serious contenders as are Harold and the Nakamuras. And me. For the next few minutes, I help Mulder dust for prints -- on the knife, the knife block, the counter, the back door knob -- leaving a trail of black smudges behind us. Prints are lifted and carefully transferred to cards for analysis. Before long, the sound of a laboring vehicle rises over the moan of the wind and headlights flare against the kitchen window. Three bright flashes, spaced over a minute or two, precede the Deputy into the room. He blows into the house on a gust of wind, waving three Polaroids in one hand, snowflakes frosting his salt-and- pepper hair. A large duffle bag hits the floor with a thump "It's nasty out there. Snow's picked up again. I barely made it up the hill," he announces to everyone, blowing on the photographs, ruffling his hair with the other hand, scattering snow everywhere. I flash my badge, introducing myself and Mulder. "I'm John Monroe," the Deputy nods, shaking our hands in turn. He's late middle-aged, with a strong grip and broad shoulders beneath his thick jacket. He squats by the victim for a moment, running his eyes over the body then around the room before standing again. "I'm so sorry about this Rebecca," he turns to our hostess before shrugging off his jacket and hanging it carefully on the set of knobs by the door. It promptly begins to drip on the tiles. Rebecca nods stiffly and knocks a tear from the corner of one eye with her knuckle. She stands well to one side of the crime scene, turned half away. White faces follow us from the other room. "What have you found?" Mulder gestures at the Polaroids. Monroe lays the pictures across the clean counter. "Partially drifted footprints from the back steps that lead to the covered walkway," he points to the first two with a gnarled finger. A large shoe shaped depression shows black against white snow. "I followed to the end of the walkway but, out past the buildings, the wind's scoured everything clean." The last picture shows nothing but smooth white snow. "What's out there?" Mulder taps the black background in the last picture, looking to Rebecca for an answer. The lights burn gold then brown then bright white. Everyone stops, staring at the ceiling fixture where all four bulbs glow steadily again. Rebecca clears her throat. "It goes into the garden, dead and buried in snow this time of year. Oh." She freezes at the sound of her chosen words. She dampens her tongue and continues. "Beyond that is a trail that leads down to the lake. On the other side is an open meadow, our barn, some other outbuildings." "Did you see anyone driving down as you drove up?" "Like Richard Kelly?" Monroe shakes his head, he obviously knows the story. "Nope. I was looking for him. Lights were on at the garage when I drove past." "He could have skied down, across the lake, and cut through the fields." Mulder turns to Rebecca. "Does Kelly ski?" "I don't know, but most everyone around here does." "It was still pretty much daylight," Monroe checks his wristwatch, "and Kelly knows the area like the back of his hand. I'd say it's possible. At any rate, I can question him when I go talk to him about his wife's...passing." He fiddles with his coat for a moment, shrugging it on, mating the zipper and pulling it up. "We need to check the outbuildings. Agent Mulder?" "I'm game, but I don't have much of a right shoulder to speak of," Mulder winces as he confirms my suspicion that he can't raise his right arm higher than his chest. "I have a gun," the Deputy reminds him, a smile creasing his weathered face and filling his sun-bleached eyes, "and I know how to use it." "So do I, but I'm right handed," Mulder wiggles his fingers against his chest. "You stay here, Mulder," I offer. "I'll go." "No, I'll go," he brushes aside my offer, "blood and dead bodies are more your line than mine, Scully." They are. I'm at home with the dead; Mulder is at home with the undead and the supernatural. "Go on, then. Go get Sasquatch." He quickly retrieves his boots from the front entry and puts them on, tying them awkwardly with one and a half hands before following Deputy Monroe outside. A mixture of snow and sleet skitters across the tiles before the door closes with a thump behind them. After a moment, lights flare and bob off into the night. "Well, then," I turn to Rebecca," let's see what..." The inside lights fail, plunging the house into sudden darkness. A scream, loud and short, pierces the darkness then only the whine of wind around the eaves fills the room. "Damn." A piece of furniture - the kitchen footstool, I think - bites me in the shin when I turn. I hobble forward, pulling my gun in the darkness, letting it lead the way. "Hello," I call ahead, "where is everybody?" A heavy thump shakes the floor, followed by a long scraping sound. My gun bobbles in my grip. "Maggie? Sarah?" I call to the sisters. Somebody answer me. I slide forward, skating my feet cautiously along the hardwood floor. I walk into something soft that yowls like an outraged cat before it melts away in the darkness. "Maggie!" "Over here, dear." The voice comes faintly from my right. I can almost hear her heart pounding in the words. I breathe again. My grip tightens on my weapon, still pointed steadily in the direction of the thump. An orange light explodes in front of me and I turn away, blinking painfully, recoiling from acrid fumes that burn my nose. When I re-open my eyes, the glow from a newly lit candle puddles around an end table laying on its side amid a pile of books. Purple dots dance over Donna MacGowan's feet where they are tangled with the books and the polished mahogany table legs. She's completely limp, supported by her husband with one hand beneath each of her arms. OhmyGod, I stumble forward, looking for blood and the wound. "It's OK. It's just Donna," fond amusement colors Rob's voice. "Is she...?" "She's okay. She's terrified of the dark," Rob drags Donna to her feet and she stands, swaying a bit, before turning her face into her husband's sweater, "really terrified." "Jeez," my goose bumps pop one by one, like bubbles, down my back. My skin tingles where they stood. "You scared me to death." "You could have shot us to death," Harold points a finger at my gun. The candle wavers in his other hand. I'm swayed by the temptation but I tuck the gun in its holster at the small of my back instead. Red embers glimmer weakly in the hearth and I see the unmistakable outlines of Sarah and Maggie, huddled against the warmth and light. Rebecca clunks around in the kitchen - away from the crime scene, I hope - while the candle in Howard's hand etches deep lines across his glowering face. Something flutters at my elbow. "God!" I invoke the Almighty and land two feet from where I stood before, snatching at the gun behind my back. "Sorry." Mr. Nakamura backs away, head down, his wife backing behind him. "No. I'm sorry," my heart thunders in my chest. "Please," I reach out to them, "it's OK. Why don't we all," I turn, my gesture including the MacGowans and Harold Steinberg, "sit by the fire where it's warm. And relatively light. I need to take your statements while your memories are still fresh." I work to catch my breath as Rob MacGowan helpfully piles logs onto the fire and urges it back to a low crackle and a warm glow. Rebecca gathers candles while we collect in front of the fireplace. Soon the room is pioneer bright. Cozy. I start asking questions and taking notes. The MacGowans had been outside in the snow all afternoon, each providing an alibi for the other. They arrived the day before yesterday, from Boston, on a week-long honeymoon. They have a nodding acquaintance with Mary Kelly, but didn't know her name. Donna, recovered from her fright, is noticeably pale, even in thin candlelight. Her eyes avoid contact with mine and slide back to Rob after each of my questions. She defers to her new husband for most answers. Sarah and Maggie had been in the parlor all afternoon, each providing an alibi for the other. Except, as Maggie points out helpfully, "for that time you went back to your room, Sarah, to get the extra embroidery thread." Duly noted. Both sisters had known Mary Kelly for years, and knew her story. Harold Steinberg had been in the library, working on his computer as he had for the past three days, except for the brief period this afternoon when he'd run over to Ramsey. No one had seen him go out or come back. In fact, no one had seen him for hours. No alibi. In the movies, he'd be cast as the villain of this piece, case closed. I resist temptation to cuff him on the spot. His crime? Irritating the living crap out of me. The Nakamuras had been in their room, each providing an alibi for the other unless they did it together. Granted, they were both out of sight in the dining room when Rebecca discovered the body but they are low on my list of suspects. They lack the physical strength to do it, even with a step stool and a mallet to drive the knife in. Finally, there is Rebecca, apparently the last person - before the murderer - to see Mary Kelly alive. She's obviously distraught but you never know - her anguish could be over the crime she's committed rather than for the loss of a friend. She remains, unfortunately, a secondary suspect, without an apparent motive. Then there's Mulder and me, each providing an alibi for the other and, since I know for a fact that *I* didn't murder Mrs. Kelly, I also know for a fact that Mulder didn't, those few minutes when he went alone to Rebecca's office to call the garage notwithstanding. Strike two FBI agents from the list. From *my* list, anyway. Mulder will need to remain on the official one, despite his obvious disability. Oh, and finally, there's Sasquatch. Maybe it's a snow monster. Maybe it's Richard Kelly. Maybe it's an unsub - unknown subject - but we'll see what the Deputy and Mulder drag in. I'm disoriented by a sudden flare of light and a clutter of strange noises that swell over the crackling fire. Then I get it. The refrigerator hums again. Somewhere beneath my feet the forced air heating system has kicked on. The exhaust fan over the stove winds up to a steady rush of air. The smoke detector chirps loudly as it's re-electified. My pupils contract, painfully pulling the room into focus around me. "Dana!" There's a sharp edge to Rebecca's voice. "Come look at this." I lead the crowd to the kitchen, turning at the door, reminding them to stay back. Rebecca leans over a cabinet near the crime area. Inside a drawer I can see neat rows of white candles. On its edge, a small piece of red and black fabric has been skewered by a sharp corner of the cabinetry. Finding my kit, fishing the gloves out of my pocket and pulling them on again, I use forceps to unhook it, dropping the shred into the safety of an evidence bag. I smooth it through the plastic, holding it up to the light. "Plaid wool," I show it to Rebecca. It reminds me of the Pendleton shirts my father used to wear in the winter. "Everyone has one of those in these mountains," Harold announces from the doorway. "It's the local uniform." "Well, somebody's uniform has a piece missing," I remind him. And I wish it were yours, I continue under my breath, still disappointed I didn't find blood speckles on his face or wet hair - evidence of a recent shower - on his head. I use the Deputy's camera to flash Mary Kelly from multiple angles then lay the photographs on the uncontaminated counter to develop and dry. I find what I'm looking for next - a neatly folded black vinyl body bag - in the Deputy's duffle. I lay it on the floor next to the body, unzipping it, turning the flaps aside. I'm thankful the counter rises between me and the other guests as I pull Mary Kelly's feet then her shoulders then her torso in line over the opening in the bag. It takes a bit of finesse to close the zipper over the knife handle but I manage; it tents the vinyl strangely over the chest region. By the time I finish processing the scene, the boys have returned empty-handed from their Sasquatch hunt. I carefully tear the relevant pages from my notebook and combine them with Mulder's notes, the evidence bags, the photographs and the fingerprint cards. Three swabs for DNA blood type analysis - one from inside the victim's chest wound, one from the counter, and one from high up the wall behind the counter - are each tucked into their own little bag, labeled, then bagged together with my business card in case the Deputy needs my help with the test. While I'm working, the Deputy shifts from foot to foot at the door, glancing at the white flurry outside every few seconds, finally saying "I'd better get going before all of us get snowed in up here." I tuck the note and the evidence bags neatly into a one quart freezer bag courtesy of Rebecca's pantry, zip the lock, and hand it to Deputy Monroe. "Here are all our notes, the evidence, fingerprint cards...everything we collected." He takes it with thanks. "We'll drop by and see you on our way out of town tomorrow," I tell him, peeling off the sweaty latex and tossing the well-used gloves in the trash this time, "touch base on the case, let you know anything more we find out between now and then." "Thanks for all your help, Agent Scully, Mulder. It was pretty remarkable, you just stumbling in here, right on top of a murder." It was, wasn't it? The serendipity is a bit creepy. No April Fool's joke intended. I force a smile. "Can you help me out to the car with the...bod...uh, he glances at Rebecca, who turns away with a hand over her mouth, "...Mary, Agent Mulder?" "Uh," Mulder shrugs his shoulder and winces. "Maybe Rob...?" his voice trails off. Rob MacGowan stands to the rear of the pack clotted around the kitchen door. At the sound of his name, he drifts backward a few steps. "Rob?" I give him the double eyebrow treatment. He freezes then scuffs forward, dragging his moccasins slowly across the hardwood floor. The crowd at the door parts to let him through. "I need to get my boots," he motions back to the other room. "Here, wear mine," Mulder offers, bending to undo the laces. He freezes, sucking air between his teeth with a loud hiss. He wobbles to a standing position and leans back against the wall, holding the palm of his left hand hard against the front of his right shoulder. He's pale and his eyes are unfocused, staring into the middle distance. "Mulder!" I cover the short distance in two steps, pulling up with my arms already around him. I cup his forehead in one palm, knowing full well that it's his shoulder that's hurt. He fits me under one arm, leaning on me. I stagger a little but take his weight. "It's just the strain, Scully. Don't worry. It's tightening up, just a spasm. Hurts like bloody hell, though." I'll bet it does; it's killing me. "You want me to drive you down the hill to the hospital, Agent Mulder? I'm going that way..." the Deputy offers. "...only I can't guarantee I'll bring you back before the roads are plowed in the morning." "I've got some Motrin in my bag. That should help." I answer the Deputy quickly, not taking my eyes away from Mulder's pale face. I stroke the hair out of his eyes. "Let me get it for you." He nods, hissing again as the movement jars his shoulder. "I'm so sorry." For the second time today, I'm sick to my stomach. "For what, Scully? You didn't knock my feet out from under me and push me down the hill, did you?" Of course not. I want to say I feel terrible that you're hurt and I wish I could bear your pain for you, but I don't. I think these things but never say them to anyone, not even Mulder. Instead, I steer him to a stool and leave him balanced there while I retrieve the bag with my medicines in it. When I return, the Rob and the Deputy have disappeared with the body bag. Mulder has a glass of water in his hand, ready for the pill. I shake a 600 milligram tablet into my palm and offer it to him. "You need to eat with that," I remind him as he swallows it down and hands the glass to me. "Eat?" Mulder laughs at me, his eyes drifting around the carnage in the room. "No, seriously," I insist , "Motrin..." "Where are the Wellses?" Sarah asks suddenly. Everyone turns and stares at the verbal rabbit dangling over her proverbial hat. ***CHAPTER THREE*** "What is or who are the Wells?" Mulder asks, wiping his lips with the back of his hand. "Grace and Davis Wells, from Atlanta," Rebecca fills in the gap. "They're staying in the apartment above the garage." She lifts the curtain and cranes her neck to see through the trees. I follow her eyes to a light patch in the swirling show. It looks like the Wellses are home. "Did you speak to them, Mulder?" "No. We knocked and no one answered, the door was locked, and the lights were out." "Well, they're on now." Rob struggles through the door, only a thin strip with his eyes Showing between the band of his knit cap and the zipped up collar of his parka. Before he can close the door on the storm, I turn him around and push him back into it. "Bring the Wellses please," I shout over the wind. It sounds a little like 'fetch, boy' to my ears, so I add an "if you don't mind" to the end of it. The door and windows rattle in their frames as a gust batters the house. I peer through the curtains, half expecting to see Rob plastered against the window like a cartoon character, his face spread across the glass. Nothing. It's black out there except for the square of white light, high and on the right, still diffused like the glow through a bathroom window. "Is it okay to come in there, now?" Maggie Lisbie stands at the kitchen door, her sister behind her. "Yes, the scene has been documented." Maggie consults her sister briefly. "We'd like to clean it up for Rebecca...before the bloodstains set and ruin the wallpaper...it's so lovely with those sprigs of herbs and flowers..." Sarah eyes the drying bloodstains from behind her sister's shoulder, each hand washing at the other. "Sure," I dig around in my kit, finding two pairs of gloves and offering them to Sarah. The rust of dried blood might add an interesting accent to the light sage background of the wallpaper...or not. "You might want to wear these." The gloves dangle from the tips of Sarah's fingers. "Thank y...oh!" The kitchen door pops open with a bang, bouncing off the wall. Three people blow into the room. With a gust of snow, the wind sweeps things off counters and sends them tumbling, crashing and clattering, across the tiles. Some bounce off the shins of the gallery jammed into the kitchen doorway. Mulder launches himself at the door, pushing hard against it with his bad shoulder, forcing it back into the frame with a loud thump. Everyone blinks at everyone else for a moment. The kitchen temperature has dropped at least 20 degrees. Davis Wells, tall, dark, and handsome, appears to be unruffled by the storm he just walked through to get here. I look down, surprised to see snow boots instead of polished loafers on his feet. Where Mr. Wells is tall and dark his wife Grace is petite and blonde. She's bundled to the cheekbones in an expensive sheepskin jacket, the kind turned inside out with a thick layer of creamy fleece on the inside. Rob stands behind them, dripping, just inside the door. Davis shrugs out of his jacket and slips it over a peg on the wall, smoothing his short cropped hair with both hands. "I understand there's been a problem?" he asks Rebecca. I find myself drawn to his grace, his refinement, the timbre of his voice, and the rich glow of his caramel skin. Rebecca chokes up again. Everyone stares at the rusty spatter. "Mary Kelly was murdered this afternoon. Stabbed to death with one of Rebecca's kitchen knives." I watch the Wellses closely. Davis surveys the mess systematically, looking at the mess on the floor, following the blood spatter across the counter and up the wall. Grace blanches, her hand going to her mouth. "Who..." her eyes skip from Rebecca to Harold to Rob MacGowan. "We don't know," I step in. "The Deputy is going to question her husband." "Rich..." Grace bites the name in two. "Richard Kelly, yes." Suspect Number One. I note that Davis is well over six feet and add him to my list as Suspect Number Five. "Where have you been for the past hour or two?" "In our apartment. Over the garage." Grace answers for both of them, rushing the words together, coming out more like a breathy inourapartmentoverthegarage, before turning to her husband for confirmation. "We were taking a nap," Davis explains, whisking some unseen lint from both sleeves of his sweater. "I was taking a nap." Grace shrugs out of her jacket and hurls it at an empty peg. It catches and hangs there, one arm dangling toward the floor. "You were making noise." "I was *reading.*" He barely flicks a glance in her direction. "Well, you were turning the pages loudly. And banging drawers in the bathroom downstairs." Grace's nasal whine doesn't sound like Atlanta but I can't quite place the faint accent. "For Christ's sake, Grace..." "Shut up, Davis. People don't need to hear this." Davis knits his lips together and glares. Grace shrugs and pushes her way past him, into the dining room, throwing "I'm hungry" over her shoulder as she leaves. Eight jaws drop as the swinging doors rock back and forth behind her. Without comment, Davis pushes through the doors after her, bouncing the one off the dining room wall with a solid thump. We flinch as a group and hold our collective breath until Rebecca speaks. "I guess we should eat something," she sighs, turning away from the blood-splattered food. "I have sandwich things in the refrigerator." Maggie wedges a large bucket into the sink and turns on the water. "You go ahead and eat, Rebecca..." "I don't think I could eat a thing," the refrigerator muffles her voice. "Try, dear. You need to get a little something down, just to balance the shock you've had." She throws a sponge into the suds, wrestling the heavy bucket out of the sink and onto the floor. I make a mental note to find that sponge and throw it away when Maggie's done cleaning. I don't want it touching anything I'm going to eat from. She kneels, wringing the sponge, and starts wiping the cabinetry, meticulously turning the sponge through each curve in the wood. "You go on ahead and eat," she senses our eyes on her back. I help Rebecca work on a small table at the far side of the kitchen. We lay sliced meats and cheese on an attractive platter and pile a tray with extras like lettuce, tomato, pickles, and sprouts. I carry the veggies in one hand and a caddy filled with jars of mustard, mayonnaise, and a pot of butter in the other, following Rebecca through the door into the dining room. Mulder brings up the rear with baskets of bread and rolls. The other guests are there waiting for us. "No, no, no," Grace waves away the cold cuts, "I'm a vegetarian, you know that. I want a salad." I think of the blood-splattered salad still sitting on the counter and am tempted to serve her that one -- there'd be extra protein in it. Vegetarians always need to be watchful to get enough protein, right? My imagination is cut short by Davis Wells's practical solution to the problem. "Look Grace, here's some nice cheddar and tomato and lettuce. That will make a good sandwich for you." His voice, deep and smooth, seems to quell her peevishness for the moment. He starts putting it together on her plate. I turn and find Mulder has assembled a nice turkey on rye, putting it, open faced, on my plate with lettuce and tomato. One handed. "Mulder, thank you," I nearly blush at his kindness. I'm the one that should be tending to him. He's injured and I'm not. "You call him *Mulder*? How preppy." A bit of Donna's vitality has come back with the color in her cheeks. She takes a bite of her sandwich and retreats again. This time I feel the heat creeping across my face. I fold my sandwich together, taking a studious bite. Why do I call him Mulder? It's part of the boys club I've joined. Why not Fox? It's intimate. Fox. It's something to breathe in a moment of passion. It's another wall we've built between us. In fact, Mulder erected that one, himself, years ago. Now he knocks bricks out of that wall from time to time, calling me Dana. I resolutely call him Mulder in turn. Conversation is terse and distracted at the dining table. Davis and Grace hurl angry glances at each other. Donna hides behind her roast beef on rye while Rob fascinates himself with Donna. The Nakamuras eat quietly, whispering in rapid-fire Japanese. I consciously avert my eyes from Harold's smug face; there's something in his eyes - the smug twinkle there - that makes me want to hurl the pot of mustard at him. Rebecca drifts between dining room and kitchen, tearing at the edge of a sandwich with her teeth. Mulder has polished off a ham on whole wheat and is working his way through a turkey on white with lettuce and mayo; nothing much disturbs Mulder's digestion. Mulder indulges in conversational interrogation of the Wellses, discovering that they are a husband-wife team of investment bankers who manage a variety of investment funds for a private firm they founded several years ago in Atlanta. Other than that, the occasional verbal foray draws the group out of their thoughts and into conversation but dies quickly and, by the end of our meal, nobody is saying much of anything to anyone. The wind has fallen to a gentle murmur by the time I drag my feet down the short hallway behind Mulder and Rebecca, hauling both my bag and Mulder's. The precipitation now is more sleet than snow if the irregular tapping against the windows is any indication. Double doors at the very end of the hall open into a cozy room lit by firelight and the glow from a small Tiffany lamp with a ruby red shade. In the middle stands a four poster bed - mahogany this time - covered with a Battenburg lace comforter. In the middle of the white lace lays a gray Siamese cat, curled, unworried by the entrance of strangers into her room. Rebecca introduces her. "This is Princess Mia. She comes with the room although, if you like, I can take her for the night." Princess Mia stretches sensuously, blinking at us with sleepy blue eyes. A huge yawn stretches over her face, pulling her eyes open then bouncing them shut again. She licks a paw and begins to wash herself idly. Rebecca shows us the attached bathroom then excuses herself for the night. We find our jammies and pull them on, each taking a turn in privacy of the bathroom. We do our teeth and wash our faces together, each expertly dodging the other in the small space. We've shared a bathroom hundreds of times on the road, particularly when staying in small towns and country inns. It's the other part, the getting into bed together, where we lack depth of experience. Mulder winces, rotating his arm gingerly at the shoulder. "I think you should give up your side of the bed to the Princess." The cat's stretched long on the edge of the bed warmed by the fire. "Oh, really? That's my side, is it?" I slip beneath the blankets from the cooler side and creep over, careful not to disturb the cat where she lays with her tummy turned to the warmth. Mia barely flicks an ear as I crawl in behind her. I hold the covers for Mulder, who awkwardly follows me in, his right arm tight across his chest to avoid pulling at his shoulder when he moves. I pull the comforter up to his chin and he snuggles into it. His left hand tugs at my shoulder and I agree, rolling against his side; his good arm gathers me against him. His shoulder makes an excellent pillow. We lie together, listening to the crackle of the fire, the gentle sigh of the wind, and the tick of sleet against glass. The little red Tiffany lamp flickers then goes out. I listen to the crackle of the fire for a moment. It throws golden shadows into the room from behind a fine brass grate. "There goes the power again." "I don't need light to sleep." "It will get cold when the fire dies down." "Then we'd better snuggle, don't you think?" "Mulder," his name rumbles in the back of my throat like a purr. I cough - where did that come from? - and start over. "Go to sleep, Mulder." He doesn't reply. "Mulder?" He's asleep. I wish he did what I asked so easily every time. I fidget within the constraint of his arm. Something tickles at the back of my mind, something I saw or heard tonight that wasn't quite right. I try to put my finger on it but it slips away every time, a greasy eel of a memory, just out of reach. The fire burns to red embers before sleep finally takes me to join Mulder in dreams. Sunday April 2, 2000 The gentle touch of gray light draws me from my sleep. Turning my head to the window I see snow sifting from the sky, drifting groundward, undisturbed in the still air. I stretch and yawn, turning toward Mulder who's pressed against my back. Correction. It's Princess Mia I feel, lying between Mulder and me, stretched long like a weenie in a warm bun. She lifts an eyelid at the disturbance, eyeing me thoughtfully. I stroke the length of her softness, from ears to tail, and she stretches so hard she shudders with the effort, rolling onto her back. Her soft gray paws dangle oddly in air and a soft rumble rises from her throat. "Ah, to be a cat," Mulder whispers above my head. When he tickles her pale belly she rejects him with a sharp kick from a hind leg. I giggle into my pillow, stroking her tummy with my fingertips. Mia relaxes into my caress. "Obviously I rate and you don't." "Well then, I'll give you girls some privacy and take a shower," he slides from the bed, working his right arm in its socket. His range of movement, though forced, is better than yesterday's. Mia chirps at me, drawing my attention back to her itchy spots. I scratch dutifully and am rewarded with loud purring. An hour later, rested and washed, we return ownership of the big room to the Princess. The aroma of toast and bacon draws us directly to the kitchen where I'm amazed at the transformation in the room. Everything is neat and clean. No bloodstains mark the floor, cabinets, or herbal wallpaper. There is no evidence of the sooty powder we dusted over everything to raise fingerprints, even in the tan grout that crisscrosses the countertops. Rebecca's haggard expression is the only indication that something terrible happened here recently. I push through her palpable waves of grief and offer a "good morning." "Morning," Rebecca stops chopping fruit and looks up, using the back of one hand to brush wisps of hair out of her face. Today her bun is carelessly knotted, already coming undone, with hairpins slipping out of the twist. One has caught on the oversized sweater that droops long over the jeans she wears. She forces a thin smile that vanishes before it rises to her eyes. "Did Princess Mia bother you last night?" "No," Mulder lays his right hand on my shoulder, responding for both of us, "we were effortlessly manipulated into being Mia's own personal heated cat bed." "That sounds like my Mia," dry leaves rustle in the back of Rebecca's throat. "John...Deputy Monroe called this morning. He asked that everyone go down to headquarters and give their fingerprints for comparison to the prints you found in the kitchen." "And?" I sense there is more, trying not to squirm beneath the unaccustomed weight of Mulder's hand. I want it there, really. "This has met with an interesting mix of reactions," Rebecca drops a handful of chopped apples into a bowl and pours a bag of walnuts onto the board. She levers the chef's knife across the nuts in short, quick strokes. "The Wellses agreed immediately. They decided to ski into town and left an hour ago, after a quick breakfast. The Nakamuras also agreed to have their prints taken. However, they - respectfully - asked to be released from the remainder of their reserved time at Meadowlea. If Deputy Morgan approves, they'll be returning to Osaka this afternoon. Apparently Chieko is unnerved by the...uh...events." "Well, who wouldn't be?" Harold enters behind us, sporting a red and black wool shirt. There's obviously nothing wrong with Harold Steinberg's nerve. I regret leaving my weapon locked in the suitcase upstairs. Harold senses my antagonism and flaps his untucked shirt in my direction. "See? No missing pieces." I take advantage of the situation and scrupulously examine his shirt, all the way around. No rips or tears, not even a loose thread inside the hem. Damn. I have a pair of cuffs in my room with his name on them. Rebecca tells Harold about the fingerprint request, dumping the chopped nuts into the bowl with the apples. Harold nods slowly, pouring himself a cup of coffee and browsing through several muffins before selecting one from the basket on the counter. "I'll do it this afternoon, after the roads are cleared. Neither me nor my Miata are very good in the snow, I'm afraid. For now, I'm off to work." "What are you working on?" Mulder asks. "A Pulitzer," he replies simply, pushing through the swinging doors into the parlor. A Pulitzer. The doors flap back and forth in my face. Mulder draws me back to the conversation with a light touch on my elbow then tucks the hand into his jeans pocket, leaving an empty spot on my shoulder. "So everyone has been cooperative about the fingerprinting?" Mulder draws Rebecca back to her tale. "Not actually," she washes several stalks of celery then groups them on the cutting board and begins slicing from one end. "Surprisingly, Rob and Donna MacGowan were evasive about when they'd go down and have it done. I offered to give them a ride when I go with Sarah and Maggie this afternoon but they declined, said they'd go...whenever. It was not at all clear when that would be." She tips the cutting board and the celery slices tumble on top of the apples and nuts. "But they're still here, they haven't run off," I clarify the situation. "Oh yes. Their car and their things are here. They've gone off skiing again." Rebecca pulls a large red grape from its cluster and slices it in half, tossing the halves into the bowl with the rest of the salad. "They took sandwiches, though. I don't expect to see them before dinner time." I busy myself plucking grapes for Rebecca who slices them up as fast as I pile them on the cutting board. "My prints and Mulder's are on file in the national database, so we don't need to go down today." "That's what John said," she twists the lid off a jar and spoons a generous heap of mayonnaise on top of the fruit, folding it in. In the mid-fold, she chuckles -- a hollow sound, humorless. "I came up here after my divorce, with my share of our assets, and bought this place. I bought it because it was a refuge in the middle of paradise even though it was a bit run down...just like me at the time." She abandons the salad, wiping her hands on a cloth, leaning back against the counter. "I opened Meadlowlea to guests in the winter of '88, advertised it as a rustic retreat, a hunting lodge sort of place. Even so, you'd be surprised at how little trouble I've had. We had a drunken fight once, between husband and wife, in the library. They took out a few rows of books and a vintage lamp I really liked. A couple of years after that, I found a guest had unbolted one of the more attractive light fixtures in his room and taken it with him. One guest accidentally fired his hunting rifle into the ceiling -- fortunately his room was on the top floor and it only took out part of the roof. Odds and ends of silverware, ashtrays, and small decorative items have disappeared over the years, nothing really big, nothing that I couldn't cope with. "Then my ex-husband died and, much to my surprise, the rat left me the rest of our community assets. I used it to renovate the entire property, put in the garage apartment where there'd just been a loft, and began to attract a whole new class of clientele. I could afford Mary..." she chokes up for a moment, then continues,"...and people like Maggie and Sarah starting coming. Repeat customers I'd see year after year. Friends almost. "*This* was never supposed to happen here." Her lips are tight. Her eyes, rolled to the ceiling, puddle with tears. After a long moment when we all consider how things like *this* end up happening, she straightens, visibly gathering herself. She rummages beneath the counter and produces a roll of plastic wrap. "Why don't you spend the day outside? They won't be able to tow your car until the road's plowed and the roads up here aren't usually plowed until later in the day. If you leave your keys on the table in the front hall, Richard will pick them up when he goes by. He can call you later with the damages." "Richard Kelly? After all this, are you sure he'll be by?" I'm surprised. "He isn't too distraught?" "Or in jail?" Mulder adds his two cents' worth. "He's holding up. I spoke with him this morning." She applies a thin drum of the wrap to the top of the bowl and puts it in the refrigerator. "He'll come." Wow. I wouldn't be so cool if it were Mulder in the morgue with a Henkels in his chest. I exchange a look with Mulder that says he feels the same way, then tear myself away from the emotion, crossing to the window. "I wouldn't mind having a look around in daylight," I press my nose to the fogged windowpane, rubbing steam away with the cuff of my shirt. There's a garage nearby with the red dome of a barn rising behind it. Snow has drifted in heaps against the side and front of the garage, nearly up to the bottom of the first floor window. To the left is a covered walkway sided in glass that extends from the glass-in part of the back porch. It disappears around the side of the garage without a break in the glass for a door or other opening. Pine trees, heavy with snow, fringe the sky in the distance. "I've got quite a collection of cross-country skis and boots in the cellar. Something had ought to fit the two of you." "Uh...I don't really ski," Mulder hesitates. He doesn't ski at all is my interpretation of the funny look on his face. "We've got snowshoes as well. They're not as popular with our guests but they'll get you around on this snow." "That's right, Scully. You'll be buried to the hips if you try to walk around in this." With his long legs he'd be stepping through the drifts like a Lipizzan stallion. I'm game. We forage through the warmers in the dining room, collecting eggs and bacon and buttered toast for a hurried breakfast before I run upstairs to get a few more bits of outerwear - and my weapon; I might find the opportunity to plug Harold this afternoon and don't want to miss the moment - while Mulder goes to the cellar with Rebecca. The Princess is passed out in the middle of the comforter as if we never disturbed her. One ear tracks me like a radar dish as I move around the room, collecting our gloves and scarves and hats. Mulder waves two sets of fancy aluminum snowshoes at me when I join him back in the kitchen. "Just our sizes, Scully. It's fate." Great. We bundle ourselves, wrapping heads and necks and hands against the cold, slipping into our parkas and zipping them up. Rebecca steps outside when we do, showing us how to fasten the straps to our boots and how to use the ski poles to assist in our walking. Mulder and I thump experimentally around the back porch, our snowshoes punching through the thin layer of drifted snow to clank against the cement. "I think you're set," Rebecca slaps her mittened hands together, spraying us with ice crystals. "You've got water and your lunch," she nods at Mulder; I see he has a small day pack slung over one shoulder. "And my cell phone..." "...not that it's been very useful up here so far," I remind him. "Yeah, but I feel naked without it." He does; I know. I feel funny without mine, too. It's zipped in my jacket pocket. "There's an emergency aid kit in the bottom of the pack with some chemical hand warmers and mylar wraps. Heaven forbid you might need them." "We'll stay on the main trails," Mulder promises her, clanking off into the covered walkway. I clump along in his wake until we reach the snowdrift at the walkway's end. From there, a narrow path punched through the snow winds around the back of the garage to a covered stairway. The rest of the yard and meadow lays trackless in the weak morning light. I follow Mulder onto the snow and find myself walking over a cloud. A few steps way from the garage, we're in the woods and I hear nothing but the sound of wind in the trees and the whump, whump, whump of our snowshoes churning the snow. Snow, still falling, mists the landscape like a Hallmark card. I work foot and pole into a secure rhythm, breathing deeply of pine scent as we move through the wooded area at the top of the ridge and begin to traverse downward, toward the east side of the lake. I'm lost in the rhythm and the sight of Mulder's tight ass working hard beneath the thick denim of his jeans, the power of his muscular thighs clenching with each step, when he stops and turns to me, leaning on his poles. "So what do you think?" "Uhhh..." is about all I can say, stumbling to a halt next to him. I struggle to wash the image of his gluts out of my short- term memory and bring details of the case back in. I hide my confusion by taking a sip of the water he offers me and looking at the paradise around us. We're standing on a trail that splits a gentle slope between the tree line and the lake. The downhill edge of the trail is rounded where many skis have tipped over the lip and run down to the snow-covered lake. The lake - more of a pond, really - is pristine white like the meringue top of an unbaked pie. Across the lake, trees heavy with snow struggle up the hillside to meet a sky that hangs low, brushing their tips. Snow trickles down, frosting it all. "Suspects, Scully," Mulder urges me, "whaddya got?" I start with the least suspicious. "I don't think the Nakamuras could possibly have done it. Not only do they not have clear motive..." "...does anyone but Richard Kelly?" I bob my head in agreement and continue, "...but they are too small in stature to have driven a knife into Mary Kelly's chest." "Maybe Chieko sat on her husband's shoulders to do the job." "Well, that's formally possible, but I think we can rule them out in the practical sense." Mulder suggests the next most unlikely suspects. "What about The Lands End Sisters?" "You noticed that, too?" Sometimes its spooky how much Mulder's mind works like mine, not necessarily a good thing. "I think the probability of Sarah and Maggie being involved is about the same as the Nakamuras being involved. It involves a decimal point and a lot of zeros." "I agree. I think those four are not very likely suspects." Now we start on the interesting part of the list. "Rob and Donna MacGowan are a different story. They're young. Donna's flighty. I can't think of a single reason why either of them would stab an middle-aged woman to death. But, from the start, Donna's been on edge about something, as if she has something to hide." "I agree with you, Scully. Donna's hiding something and Rob's protecting her." Mulder stamps his feet, embossing waffle marks on the snow around him. "Even though I can't imagine a motive, they're still on my suspect list." "What about Harold Steinberg?" I blow into my gloved hands. "You don't like him. Why?" "It's his smug attitude. From the moment we walked in, he had this posture of superiority, like he saw the big picture and we were two mangy rats running aimlessly through the maze." Scully. "Mangy rats?" Mulder's grinning at me. "Mangy Maze Rats. I feel that level of disdain, yes." My voice sounds defensive and I'm irritated with myself. "What do you think?" "Hmmm, I don't know. I don't think he killed Mary Kelly. He's not much taller than you are, Scully. He's disabled in some way since he walks with a heavy limp, at times almost dragging his right foot behind him. I don't see him as being nimble enough to kill a woman in the next room without a sound." Mulder has a point. "Still...Harold is guilty of something. I can just feel it." "We're all guilty of something, Scully." "I know that." That's why I go to confession when I can. "But for what it's worth, I think I'll put him on my list." "OK. We can agree to disagree on that one." A Gray Jay distracts Mulder as it glides overhead. He loses it in the mist above the lake before reclaiming his train of thought. "What about Rebecca?" "She didn't do it." I'm firm. "You're so sure. Why?" Mulder asks. "It's just a gut feeling I have." Gut feeling. I watch for his reaction and he doesn't disappoint me. "Wow, Scully. Two gut feelings in two days -- three if you add you *feelings* about Harold Steinberg. If I don't watch out I'm going to have to consult with you in your tent from now on, the one with the 'The Madame Dana Predicts Your Future' sign outside." I bend, scooping a handful of snow then hurling it at him; it disintegrates harmlessly in midair. "Do *you* think Rebecca did it?" "My gut says no," he smirks - at me, not at Rebecca's innocence. "Then what about the Wellses?" They also rub me the wrong way. Mulder squints against the landscape and thinks for a moment. "I don't know about them. There's a problem there. It could be simple marital tension. Grace seems jumpy..." "...like Donna." "Ummm yes, but in a more predatory way. Grace seems nervous." "And Davis does not." He doesn't, not to me. "No," Mulder agrees, "he's as smooth as silk. Maybe that's equally suspicious, to be unruffled by a murder in the house where you are staying." "He's an investment banker. Maybe staying cool in a dynamic situation is part of the job description." "But Grace is banker, too. But then," Mulder slants a look at me, shifting on his snowshoes, "Grace is a woman." I elect to ignore the bait. Brushing it aside, I think of our prime suspect. "What about Richard Kelly?" "Well, he batters his wife. It wouldn't take a leap of logic to extend that to murder." "But how often do batterers simply murder their wives as opposed to batter them to death?" I wonder aloud. "Whoever murdered Mary Kelly did it in complete...or near...silence. No argument. No fighting. No struggle." "Hey!" Mulder derails the discussion, "we missed a suspect." "Who?" Didn't we think of everyone? "Mary Kelly. Maybe she was despondent over her situation, didn't see a way out, and whammo!" he mimes stabbing himself in the chest. "You know as well as I do that people don't kill themselves by stabbing in the chest. They take pills, they use guns, they slice their wrists..." "There's hara-kiri." "That's a specialized case. It's a ritual Japanese death, slicing the abdomen," I stress the anatomical location, "not the chest, releasing the intestines. I'd be more likely to buy that theory if it were Koichi Nakamura who had died." "I'm just being thorough." He's just being Mulder, grinning at me. I stomp my feet up and down on the snow, not feeling much of my toes anymore. "I need to get moving, Mulder. I'm getting cold." He spikes the snow with both poles and shakes the snow off each snowshoe, one at a time. "Then lead on. Where does your gut say we should go?" I look across the lake and see twin furrows crisscrossing the snow, evidence of many skiers passing there. In fact, there go a family now -- two tiny skiers gliding easily across the snowy ice followed by two smaller figures, gangly and awkward, chopping along in their parents' wake. They've moving slowly, south to north, out for a nice Sunday's glide. Then I follow the trail we're on - descending into the trees, winding at or close to the lake shore - and see only two sets of tracks. I remember what Robert Frost wrote of these woods, that taking the road less traveled had made the difference, and so I strike out for the shore with Mulder bringing up the rear. Maybe it was the dreamy presence of Robert Frost and his snowy wood that uncoupled my feet and my brain but, while traversing a copse of young pines, pushing through some overgrown shrubbery not far from the lake's edge, I find myself suddenly face down in the snow. "Scully!" Mulder comes through after me, pushing the brush aside, concern in his voice. He ends up face down in the snow beside me. "What the hell?" he rolls onto his back, wincing a bit as he uses his right arm to push himself to a seated position. "What the hell?" he says again, this time to the bushes. I sit up and follow his gaze. "Damn Robert Frost" is all that comes to mind. ***CHAPTER FOUR*** Beneath the bushes, the face of Davis Wells is dark against the pristine white. A thin rivulet of blood has leaked from one corner of his mouth and onto the snow, melting it a little. "Well, shit" is Mulder's comment. He leans forward, laying his arms across his knees, and stares at the body thoughtfully. "This isn't even our case. It isn't even an X-File." He's clearly disappointed. I awkwardly roll onto my knees, struggling to get a large aluminum foot beneath me, scanning the clearing and as much as I can through the thicket of trees. No sign of Grace Wells. No sign of anybody but Mulder, me, and one dead body. For a moment I flirt with the idea of hiking away, enjoying the rest of our idyllic day, calling the Deputy when we get back to Meadowlea tonight. What the hell -- it's not like he's going to go bad or anything, laying there in the snow like that. Then I think of what hungry little winter animals might do, how I've been trained to preserve the crime scene at all costs, and I relent, grumbling as I admit it, "We might as well as be useful, since we stumbled over the body." "Literally." I find my poles flapping from both wrists and use them to lever myself to a standing position. I scratch in my pocket and pull out my cell phone, more out of habit than from optimism. I thumb the power and look at the display. Signal. There's one measly bar. I've never successfully made a call with one bar. I wave the phone back and forth, seeming to pick up a transient second bar when I point it down valley. Hopefully, I punch in 9-1-1 and send. The phone peeps after I hold it to my ear. I check the display, knowing what I'll see but checking anyway -- Call Failed. Damn, damn, damn. I drop the useless thing back into my pocket and cross my arms against the cold. I'd tap my toe impatiently but the big aluminum snowshoes weld me to the snow. Mulder's watching me. "One of us needs to go for the Deputy." "One of us needs to guard the crime scene," I counter. I can see how this should unfold. Mulder, with the longer legs, will cover more ground more quickly than I can. He's the logical one to go and he knows it. I give him a hand up. "Which way is New Blandford from here?" he casts around for his bearings. "I don't have a clue," I offer helpfully, "but there's a telephone, possibly functional, that way," I point back to the bed and breakfast. "Do you have your gun?" he asks me, swatting the caked snow off his legs with one hand. "Yes," I tap the small of my back. I don't leave home without it. "Do you?" "Yes. Both of them." He gestures to his left side and shakes his right leg in the air. "Good." These woods give me the creeps. I find my weapon in my hand, safety off, cocked, and pointing at the snow, ready to fire. "If you really move, it will probably only take you an hour to get back to the house." Mulder squints up the trail to where it disappears in the mist that has moved in to blanket the hillside. "Just follow our shoe marks. They're distinctive. They should get you back okay." I look at my watch and do the math. "If you're not back by 1:30, I'm coming after you." Mulder looks back at me, then shuffles over to my side. "I don't feel comfortable, leaving you here. These woods give me the creeps." Both you and me, Mulder. "I don't feel comfortable, you going off on your own into the clouds," I snap back, not mentioning the number of grungy places where he's left me to fend for myself without a second thought. We glare at each other for a moment, more out of worry than anger. Mulder cracks first, pulling me against him with one arm. His breath is hot on my nose, then my lips, then his lips are on my lips and I'm lost inside his kiss, weak kneed, holding onto him for dear life. Somewhere in the sane part of my mind which, at this moment, is about the size of a sugar cube, I remember there's a dead man lying in the snow at our feet. Then Mulder makes a little growly sound at the back of his throat and I'm lost again, a willing victim of the chemistry that flashes between us like matches in kindling...until something thumps me on head then blinds me in an icy shower. I recoil before realizing it's a clump of snow that has slipped from a branch and broken over our heads. I blink the snow out of my eyes, spitting ice crystals at Mulder's chest. Large clouds of steam wreaths both our faces. "I'll be back as soon as I can." He steps away, untangling his snowshoes from mine. The weight of my weapon comforts me as Mulder whuffs up the hill. Then he steps into the mist and is gone. My heart beats loud in my ears. I strain but I hear nothing else. These woods swallow sounds whole. Looking up, I'm pressed into the snow by clouds that clip the treetops, sinking lower by the minute, consuming them branch by branch. Across the lake, through the light mist that hangs there, I might see a curl of smoke above a chimney, but I'm not sure I even see a chimney -- I could be imagining the splash of ochre against the deep green of the trees. As far as I can tell I'm alone on this planet. A low whistling sound comes from behind me. I whirl and raise my weapon. Davis Wells stares sightlessly into the middle distance. Doesn't he? He hasn't moved. Has he? I slip my finger inside the trigger guard. When the brush rustles near his feet I sight down the barrel and wait. A low whistling sound comes from behind me. Goose bumps explode across my back and neck and, this time when I whirl, I catch the end of one snowshoe against the other. Tangled, I fall into the snow with a dull whump. Something bursts out of the bushes and whirrs over my head. I roll, tracking it, then let my weapon fall onto my legs. Two White Breasted Nuthatches cling head down to the bark of a thick pine, their shiny black eyes staring back at me. "Dana Scully, Big Game Hunter," I announce myself to the clearing; mistry gray tendrils ooze through the bare branches, absorbing my words as they drift groundward. The nuthatches blink curiously through the mist. The nine millimeter slug from my Sig would have vaporized that tiny handful of bird if I'd managed to shoot it. The nuthatches flutter nervously at the crisp clank the gun makes when I decock it and thumb the safety into place. I look from the birds to the corpse and back again. "You've probably seen the whole thing, haven't you?" One unhooks from the bark, darting across the clearing; the other soon follows and they pair up again. "I wish you could talk." Yankyankyank they say. Great. A Yank...ee did it. In New England, that doesn't narrow it down much. I stand with a little more grace this time, slipping the gun against my back, even daring to chuckle a bit at my own little joke. I look at my wristwatch. It's five minutes later than it was the last time I looked at my wristwatch. I stomp the snow and chafe the outsides of my arms then turn my mind to the task at hand. I retrace my steps to where Davis Wells lays crumpled in the snow. Placing each snowshoe in a mark we've already left behind, I crouch and examine him as carefully as I can without disturbing the evidence more than it's been disturbed already. The bloodstains around his mouth might mean he bit his tongue in a struggle but I'm betting a punctured lung is involved. I lean as far to the left as I can, balancing myself by grabbing a low hanging branch, and scan his chest area. The hunter green parka is loose, probably unzipped before he fell. I lean over a bit farther and see wisps of goose down oozing from a small hole in the Gore-Tex, a hole that has telltale scorch marks around the edge. Bingo. "Am I good or what?" I ask my gallery that flutters somewhere in the mist overhead. GSW - gun shot wound - to the chest. Umm-umm-umm. Talk about marital discord. I think about Grace and Davis, sniping at each other over dinner last night. I sit back on my heels as best I can with my feet strapped onto the snowshoes. There've been times when Mulder has pissed me off to the degree that I wish I could have pulled my weapon and drilled a hole in *his* chest. Scratch that, I have pulled my weapon and drilled a hole in his chest...but it was from fear, not anger, and didn't give me any pleasure -- it scared me to death, before I did it and after it was done. Grace, obviously, is a woman of action. I can't decide whether that raises or lowers her a few notches in my esteem. I pace around the fringe of the clearing, scanning the snow for untrodden ski marks. I push through the scrub at the far side and onto a large flat area that must be a lakeside meadow when it isn't snowed over. Three tracks twine their way into the trees a few hundred yards away. Three tracks. I hear a yank-yank and a light whistling. My nuthatch friends sway on a bare maple branch high and behind me. I stare at them, doing the math. It doesn't add up. How can two people ski into the woods, one be killed, and three people ski out? I stomp my way back through the brush, staying clear of the crime scene, and battle my way out the far side. Three could ski in, one be killed, and then two people would ski out. I stand looking at two sets of ski tracks going up the slope, threading in and out of the waffling left behind by Mulder and me, coming down. Scratch that. They are coming down, too. These are clearly downhill tracks. Parallel lines, not the herringbone marks you leave when going uphill on skis. No one has skied uphill from here. I turn, scratching the inside of my head, massaging the numbers, trying to make them work. The snow has stopped. The clouds have rise, arching high over the lake where I can see houses tucked so neatly into the far woods they are hardly visible. Here and there gray streams spiral into the air; if I breathe deeply, I can smell the wood smoke. For some reason, I'm uneasy here in the middle of paradise. This is not like me. Mulder has become very protective these past few weeks. That is not like him. I think of the IVF, my promise not to let it come between us. Somehow, having failed at parenthood has brought Mulder and I closer together. Now we share a wound. I retrace my steps up to the brush that hides Davis Wells. His milk chocolate ski pants are dusted with snow that fell earlier, visible beneath the bushes now that I know where to look for them. One foot, skiless, is fully exposed, sole up. I pull at the shrubbery - a mixture of pine and bare brambles - around him. Oddly, there's no ski to be found in the twisted brush. Not one. So Grace Wells is not only my prime suspect in the murder of her husband but she's stolen his skis as well. I chew on that one for a moment. I've been hearing the dull whumps of snow sliding off trees all morning; now I hear a chain saw in the distance, coming closer, slicing the quiet with its jagged edge. I turn toward the sound and see a sleek black snowmobile powering its way across the frozen lake with a sled in tow. The Law has arrived. Monroe, Mulder, and I process the scene rapidly, bag the dead Mr. Wells, and load him onto the sled. We search the area and find no trace of a murder weapon, the dead man's skis, or Grace Wells. A search of the body - Davis Wells has now become 'the body' - reveals that he has no papers or identification of any kind on him. Mulder and Deputy Monroe mount the snowmobile for the quick trip into town; I earn the privilege of riding in the sled with the deceased. After the body has been handed off to the country coroner, the Deputy drives Mulder and me back to Meadowlea where we can question the other guests. We're getting good at this...both us and the guests. Rebecca does a double take when Mulder and I walk in the back door with Monroe in our wake; neither she nor any of the guests saw Mulder earlier in the day when he crept inside to use the phone then slipped out to await the Deputy at the side of the road. A tray filled with cookies and decorated cakes bobbles in her hands as we separate ourselves from our outerwear and hang it up beside the door. "Greetings Rebecca," the Deputy nods, removing his hat and hanging it on a peg. Rebecca stares wide-eyed at our group. "We need to see Grace Wells. Is she here?" the Deputy asks. "No," Rebecca carefully lays the tray of goodies on the tile and wipes her palms against the sides of her overalls, "she went out with Davis this morning." Meaningful looks ricochet among Mulder, the Deputy, and I. "What's wrong?" Rebecca demands, her question trailing off in a quaver. "Did something happen...to Davis?" Monroe takes the lead. He lays a gentle hand on Rebecca's shoulder. "I'm afraid there's been another murder." Rebecca flinches at the words, shaking her head. She turns away and hugs herself with both arms, hunching into herself. "Davis?" the words are muffled by the scarf around her neck. "Yes," Monroe finds a stool and guides Rebecca to it. "Davis," the name rolls, flat, from Rebecca's lips as she sits down. "And you think Grace....?" "You said they left together this morning..." "Yes, to ski into town for the fingerprinting," she looks up, "but they keep their ski things in the apartment. I can't say exactly when they left. I didn't see which way they went." "They ended up down at the lake some time early this morning," Mulder says, then pauses for a moment. "At least Davis did." "You can get to town easily from there," the Deputy fills in the blank for us. "Just go down Ford's Road at the end of the lake and cut through the fields behind the town hall, pretty much the same way we went after collecting the body." "Right now Grace's our prime suspect..." Mulder explains. "...or another victim," I add, "which is why we need to find her." "Unless she came back in the last thirty minutes, she's not here," Rebecca glances at the kitchen window. "I just cleaned their apartment, since Mary..." she chokes up and doesn't continue. "Who *is* here?" I ask. "I left the Nakamuras in town when we went for the fingerprinting. They've taken the bus to Manchester for a plane," Rebecca explains. "Harold, Maggie, and Sarah are in the parlor. I was just taking some afternoon snacks to them." "Has Harold been here all day?" I ask quickly. Rebecca nods. "As far as I know. Except for the time he went to town with the rest of us, he's been in the library, working on his laptop, every time I've gone by there. Until now, that is." "Rob and Donna?" I ask. "Still out skiing. I haven't seen them since this morning." I lift an eyebrow at Mulder who shrugs, noncommittal, in return. It's hard to imagine those kids being involved in this, but their suspicious behavior begs the question -- and they are avid skiers. Deputy Monroe shakes out his jacket and hangs it on a peg by the back door. "Let's see if anyone knows anything useful." The buzz of conversation stumbles and falls when we enter the parlor on the Deputy's heels. "More questions, Deputy Morgan?" Harold asks over the rim of a fat white mug. "I'm afraid so, Mr. Steinberg," the Deputy pulls a slim black book from his back pocket and flips it open. "Where have you been all day?" Harold laughs, cradling the mug in both hands. "You're serious?" "I'm deadly serious," the Deputy insists, holding his pen above the blank page, waiting. "I got up around seven, came downstairs to get coffee and breakfast, spoke to Rebecca - Dana and Fox were there, too - then went to the library and have been working on my article all afternoon...except for the hour or so when I went to town with the ladies, here." He chafes his fingertips, still lightly stained with fingerprint ink. "What's this about?" Monroe taps his pen lightly against the page, his eyes flicking from person to person in the room. "There's been another murder." "My word," Sarah's hand flies to her mouth and she reaches for her sister. They grip hands so tightly Maggie's knuckles turn white. "Well, well, well," Harold's lips twitch the way lips do when they're trying not to smirk, "who's the lucky stiff?" I bristle at his disregard for the dead. "You tell me. You're the investigative reporter." I swallow the words 'hot shot' that made it to the tip of my tongue before turning back. Harold shifts in his seat, leaning forward, the mug balanced on one knee. "Well, let's see. If the Nakamuras - a dangerous pair, I might add - are safely on the Manchester bus, and present company are alive and accounted for, then it has to be one of the Wellses or either of the MacGowans." "It's Davis Wells," I reply bluntly. "No kidding?" the smug expression disappears from Harold's face. He sets the mug on the table with a thunk. "No kidding," I agree. Especially not from Davis Wells's perspective. The Deputy takes control again. "And you, Mrs. Morgan? You and your sister were..." his voice recedes to the background as I turn to Rebecca. She's standing behind us with one hand at her throat. "We need to take a look at the garage apartment," I lead her into the kitchen where we can talk and not disturb the Deputy. "Do you have the keys?" Rebecca uses a key from the ring in her pocket to unlock a cabinet on the wall. She selects a single key and a key chain with two keys on it, handing them both to me. "Here's the key to the apartment and the keys to their rental car. When the storm was coming, we parked everyone inside the barn." By the time I retrieve my crime scene kit from our room, Mulder is at the back door, suiting up to go outside with me. The afternoon sun worries the edges of cobblestoned clouds, trying to find its way through. The wind has picked up again and slices at my exposed skin. I tuck my head down and walk quickly. A path has been shoveled from the end of the covered walkway across the back of the garage, and from the back of the garage across to the big red barn where a plow has pushed the snow back into tall banks on either side of a driveway. We take the turn at the corner of the garage and climb the outside stairs to the apartment door. It opens easily with our key and we're inside. The ceiling in the garage below must be quite low because this room is spacious and charming. The living area is centered on a large wood stove, the kind with glass doors so you can watch the flames. In the rear corner is a compact kitchen and a dining area; beside that is a spacious bathroom. Polished oak stairs seem to rise on air to a loft that spans the back half of the apartment. Upstairs, there's room to spare for a queen sized bed and a matching wardrobe. Two large windows overlook the barn and the meadow beyond. A willowy Calico sits on a windowsill, her face lifted to the thin sunlight like a flower, eyes closed in deep meditation. Make-up, hairspray and other female toiletries had been strewn around the bathroom while the men's things were neatly tucked into a shaving kit. Women's clothing and shoes are tossed carelessly around the sleeping area while men's shirts and slacks hang neatly in the wardrobe over shoes arranged in pairs on the floor beneath. There's no smoking gun, no bundle of blood-soaked clothing to be found. I sit on the bed and look up at Mulder, who leans against a windowsill, looking out toward the barn. "Why on earth would Grace take her husband's skis away with her?" The question has picked at me since this morning. It didn't make sense. "Maybe he wasn't dead yet. Maybe she wanted to be sure he wouldn't get up and ski after her." Although it seemed pretty clear to me that someone shot in the chest would not be traveling far on skis or by any other earthly mode of transportation, maybe it wasn't so obvious to someone like Grace. I get up and look under the bed, pulling out two suitcases stored there. Hartman. They're unlocked, so I open them and look around. Nothing of interest. In fact, the whole place has nothing of interest for our investigation. "Would you take all your papers with you when you go skiing?" I ask Mulder, who's now lounging on the bed, watching me where I sit on the floor with the luggage. "It depends on how many personal papers I brought with me on the trip," I work the zipper on the larger suitcase. It sticks, and I tug at it with increasing frustration. "This morning I had my wallet and badge with me, although technically I didn't need either of them for our hike." The darned thing won't close so I unzip it again and study the place where the zipper got stuck. There's a bit of loose fabric hanging from inside the lid that's tangled with the zipper's teeth. I grab the shred with my fingertips and give it a tug. A false bottom - top? - pops into my lap. Mulder leans over to look. Empty. "Well," he says, "somebody certainly has been hiding something." I nod, pressing the panel back in place. "Whatever it is, someone's hiding it somewhere else now." He stands and offers me a hand up. "It's formally possible they've hidden whatever it was in the rental car." I take his hand and let him lift me to my feet. "It's possible but highly unlikely." "True," he agrees, still holding my hand; his thumb rubs back and forth across my knuckles, "but still worth the search." Our eyes catch and hold. His shimmer tawny green in the sunlight that's finally broken through the clouds. Mine mist over and I find myself rising into that warm green place, letting it roll across my face and over my shoulders and down my back. I brace myself with one hand against his chest; the skin beneath my fingers tightens and trembles slightly through the thin knit of his sweater. My lips graze his lips. His breath mingles with mine. Off balance on my toe tips, I'm on the verge of falling - in so many ways - when his arm slides around my waist and brings me home. I'm the hungry one here. I feast on the banquet of his mouth; he serves it up for me but lets me take the lead. God, I want more. My arms go around his neck and, before I know it, I've hopped up and wrapped my legs around his waist. He loops both arms beneath me, making a seat, holding me against him. Then I find myself falling, turning, bouncing in air as Mulder hits the mattress on his back and cushions the blow for me. My thundering heartbeat and the rasp of our breathing are the only sounds in the room. His eyes are open right down to the soul. The love I see there never fails to humble me because I know how little I've done to deserve it. Suddenly my throat is dry. I trace his lips lightly with my fingers and feel the heat burning there. "I suppose we really should get on with our investigation so we can connect with Monroe before he leaves," Mulder's lips move against my fingers, "but hold the thought." As if I could get it out of my mind. A few minutes later, we're crossing the plowed area between the garage and the barn. We wade through afternoon sunlight that puddles like thick yellow cream on the plowed snow. The air, heavy with the scent of wood smoke and crisped by approaching night, tickles the inside of my nose. As Mulder works the huge wooden door, half of a pair that close together at the front of the barn, I turn and take my first good look at Meadowlea. It's a rambling nineteenth century farm house that sits at an angle to the road, or perhaps the road runs at an angle to the house, since the house has grown there for more than a century. It shows signs of having aged gracefully -- an ell has been added to the back, the original verandah has been extended on one side, modern windows light many of the rooms. Dormer windows nose their way through the snow pack at different levels. Gray slate shows at the ridge line where the snow has already started to slip downward over the steep pitched roof. Smoke oozes from chimneys at both ends of the house; it is torn away by the same brisk wind that dries my throat. A line of thick pines screens this place from the road, and the Deputy's car is out of sight around the far side of the house, making this feel like an island in the middle of paradise. Multiple tire tracks scar the packed snow surface, disappearing under the wide wooden doors at the front of the barn. I take a generous swig of water from the bottle in my pocket and turn, following Mulder inside. The barn is a barn. Little has been done to make it more than an informal place to store things and hide cars from a bad storm. A large loft, designed to hold hay, is largely empty; wispy threads of dried grass hang over the edge but there's probably not enough left up there for a good roll. Farm implements hang from both side walls -- I recognize the common gardening tools but many of the other items defy definition by a city girl like me. Most look like they've not been used in a long time; some bring to mind horses and harness and pulled wagons. Mulder touches a light switch behind the door. A row of metal fixtures hanging the length of the barn produce enough weak light to see in the gloomy interior. Four cars huddle together on the ground floor. The green Subaru Outback with New Hampshire plates obviously belongs to Rebecca. Sitting next to it is a powder blue Miata, rag top up, with Florida plates issued in Dade County. I don't know whether it's the color or shape, but the poor car seems like it's shivering in the New Hampshire cold. Behind them, a red Camaro with Massachusetts plates sits beside a black Lincoln Town Car with Massachusetts plates. A red light flashes inside the Camaro and so I don't touch it, not wanting to set off the alarm and startle everyone. Mulder bounces the rental keys in his hand. "So which one is it?" I've got my head in the last of three trash cans; nothing remotely resembling clothing - blood soaked or not - has been discarded there since the trash last went out. "No brainer," I drop the lid back in place then take the keys from Mulder's hand without even looking at the tag. I slide it into the lock of the Town Car and it turns easily. The heavy door swings open at my light touch. "Voila!" The interior is painfully clean with only a few signs of rental car debris. The ashtrays are empty and the map compartment on the driver's side holds only a single New Hampshire road map, neatly folded. I slide over to the passenger's side and try the glove compartment. Locked. I waggle my fingers at Mulder. "Your pick gun, please." It lands in my hand with a solid splat. I knew he'd have it. The well dressed field agent wouldn't leave home without one. I apply it to the simple lock on the glove box and it yields immediately, popping open into my lap. Mulder leans over my shoulder to look inside. There's no gun smoking up the small space, only a rental contract folded on top of a pouch containing the user's manual for the car. I unfold the rental contract and tip it toward the light coming through the window. "Executive Investments, Inc.," I report, handing it to Mulder, "with offices in Atlanta." "Excellent," Mulder flips between the two pages. "It's been charged to Davis's corporate American Express card. "We can call first thing tomorrow morning and see what they have to say." I don't know what makes me do it, but I pull out the owner's manual and run my fingers along the back and sides of the glove box. I feel something, jammed into a seam at the top front of the box, mostly hidden between the glove box and the frame of the compartment. I slide onto my knees in the passenger's side foot well, turning so I can get a better grip on whatever it is. I work at it, not pulling so hard that the thin plastic comes apart, slowly easing it from its hiding place. A small baggie drops into my hand. "What is it?" Mulder's words puff against my cheek. He's leaning over my shoulder, practically face down on top of me. I dangle the baggie in air. A small amount of white powder collects at the bottom. "Someone's private stash?" Mulder suggests. "Could be," I climb out of the car and open the bag, taking a tiny bit on the tip of my finger and tasting it. The second it hits my tongue, I know it's not cocaine. "God!" I spit repeatedly, saliva running fast in my mouth. I fumble in my pocket for the water. ***CHAPTER FIVE*** Mulder tumbles out of the car behind me, reacting helplessly in my peripheral vision as I find the bottle and pull it out. I sluice a quick swig through my mouth and hastily spit it on the floor. I gag and the remains of my breakfast threaten to rise in my throat. I pull harder at the bottle and rinse my mouth thoroughly before spitting it out, too. "Scully!" I feel Mulder's hand on my shoulder; I hear his voice close to my ear. "Are you okay?" "Yeah, fine," my words are muffled by my sleeve as I wipe my mouth on it. "What is it?" "Not cocaine," I work my tongue around my mouth, taking another pull at the water, swishing it through my teeth and around my gums. I spit it onto the cement floor along with the rest. "Something closer to rat poison, more likely." "I think it's safe to say they don't have a rodent problem in the glove compartment." "Safe to say," My voice shakes along with the rest of me. "I wonder who planned to poison whom?" He gets to the heart of the matter. "Interesting, isn't it? I wonder if this was earmarked for dead body number three...to be named later?" I find a tissue bunched in the bottom of my pocket and blow my runny rose. I wipe my watery eyes and spit again onto the floor. This spitting is inelegant, I know. It would horrify my mother. But the taste of the poison stays with me, strong and bitter on my tongue. I shiver again and Mulder pulls me against his side. Back at the house, we find Deputy Monroe sitting in the kitchen with Rebecca, sipping coffee. I give him the bag, reporting the results of my crude analysis. "...and I presume, it was intended for murder...but whose?" "And by whom?" Mulder adds to the question. "I'd say we're talking about one killer here, given the historically low murder rate for this county," Monroe points out, his eyes withdrawing to a middle distance as he reaches into the past. "There was a murder back in, I think, 1978, but that's the last one I can remember. Two drunks fighting over a deer carcass. Messy." "If Richard Kelly killed Mary Kelley - which seems to be explainable - then what was his motive for killing Davis Wells?" Mulder poses the question. "Did he even know the man?" I look to Rebecca for confirmation. Rebecca shrugs, shaking her head. "But if Grace Wells killed her husband - which seems to be explainable - then why would she have killed Mary Kelly the night before? And how could she have?" Mulder poses the question in the reverse. "Richard Kelly and Grace Wells...how do they fit together?" the Deputy worries the stress lines in his forehead with one hand, thinking aloud. "And here's a larger question -- " I bring up something that's been bothering me since I got here, "what are a couple like Grace and Davis Wells doing in a small Bed and Breakfast in New Hampshire in the first place? They strike me more as the four- star hotel types." "And who was the poison meant to kill?" Monroe raises another unanswered question. "Mary Kelly, Davis Wells, or someone else?" Everyone is stumped for an answer. Rebecca slumps into her hands, holding herself up with both elbows on the counter. "I can't believe this." "Frankly, I can't either," but for different reasons. I was on my way to a seance with Mulder and have ended up trapped in an Agatha Christie novel. Dinner - Yankee Pot Roast - is an odd affair all the way around the table. Even Harold is quiet in the next chair over, keeping his thoughts to himself for the most part. Maggie and Sarah flutter around Rebecca who is visibly drawn. "Sweetie, let me do that," somehow Maggie manages a slight-of- hand wherein she wrestles the dish containing the stewed potatoes and vegetables out of Rebecca's hands and into hers, potholders and all. "Sit down with your guests... "...there," Sarah steers Rebecca to a chair and coaxes her into it. Maggie puts the dish on the table then hustles into the kitchen. "My cousin Agatha was very fond of...who was the girl next door...?" she calls to her sister while backing through the door, the roast securely clamped in her hands. "Bethany. Bethany Szabo, I think." Sarah hands Mulder a long, wicked knife. "Would you mind doing the roast, Fox?" "Yes. Bethany Szabo." Maggie slides the roast under Mulder's waiting hands and heads back to the kitchen. Mulder hovers inadequately over the platter until I make subtle little slicing motions with my hands where they are tucked discretely beneath the level of the dining table. By the time Maggie returns from the kitchen, Mulder has managed a cautious incision in the roast. Rebecca sits back, apparently resigned to the sisters taking charge of her and everything else at Meadowlea this evening. Maggie puts a basket of crusty rolls on the table and wipes her hands, one against the other. "Now where was I?" "Your cousin Agatha and her friend Bethany Szabo," I offer helpfully, taking a roll and tearing it apart before putting the two halves on my plate. Maggie brightens. "Yes. Bethany...a sweet thing, she and her husband had been married only a few years when she...came down with..." she pauses, looking at her sister, "is 'came down with' the correct term, Sarah?" "I suppose it's as good as any," Sarah says, finding a chair. "Poor Bethany came down with ovarian cancer and was dead just like that," she snaps her fingers for emphasis, a little too close to Rebecca, who flinches at both the sound and the death. Maggie fusses with the table settings, redistributing the butter and salt and pepper more to her liking. "She was crushed..." "Somebody needs to find the off switch..." Harold mutters, just loud enough for me to hear "...to put us out of our misery." "...but she got through it because she had friends and family who carried the load for her...just for a few weeks...until she had *grieved* and was ready to move on again. So, Rebecca, just sit..." Maggie tips her ear toward the parlor, her train of thought derailed by the sound of the front door. "Oh good. Rob and Donna, just in time for dinner..." She heads for the front of the house, her words trailing behind her. Sarah smiles indulgently in her sister's wake. "She means well. Our mother always called her Miss Maggie Magpie." I can see why. Maggie Magpie flutters back into the room with the MacGowans in tow. Donna and Rob are red-faced with apologies when they come in. "I'm so sorry, Dana," Rob says to me, slanting a quick look at wife, "we will go down first thing in the morning and have our prints taken. We have no excuse." Donna nods her head vigorously, meeting her husband's look with one of her own before taking a chair at the table next to Harold. "Really we will, it's just this afternoon we skied off on that direction," her hand gestures vaguely to the north, "and we saw these tiny little tracks and followed them, then..." The burble of Donna's voice flows through the background of my thoughts. I finger the bit of paper in my pocket with the red Camaro's tag number. I wonder what that will turn up when I wash it through the FBI computers in the morning. Rebecca's voice drags me back to the dinner table. "...Kelly called. He says your problem is a faulty fuel pump. He'll get one from the dealership tomorrow morning and put it in. You should be on the road by tomorrow afternoon." "Great," I say, but I have mixed feelings about it. I should be delighted to head back to DC. A quick glance at Mulder catches him looking at me with the peculiar longing I see more and more often these days. I stab an unsuspecting lump of potato and put it in my mouth, making a concentrated effort to eat while considering what I really think about our stay here. It would be deliriously enjoyable if people would stop getting killed. The dinner finishes with a glorious cherry pie - I think I'll lay off anything with apples for awhile; the memory of last night's blood-flecked pie is too fresh in my mind - and it's barely eight thirty when Mulder and I head upstairs to our room. I'm dragging my feet up the stairs one at a time, feeling the weight of fatigue in them. Mulder stumps behind me down the hall. "It's not that I mind helping out on this investigation. I - we're - trained for this after all. It's just that..." "...it's not the same when there's no demonic possession, green goo, or morphing aliens involved?" "Something like that. I'm a little rusty with your basic issue Agatha Christie." I snap a quick look at him. Is he reading my mind? His expression is bland, not coy. It must be that we're on the same page. Again. What does that tell you, Dana, my inner voice asks? Our room is dimly washed with gold from a fire flickering low on the hearth. On my way to a lamp, I stumble over Princess Mia who suddenly appears beneath my feet. An incredible racket pours from her mouth, including brrrrow, yowwwww, a series of squeaks that end on a trill, and another sound like someone stomping the life out of a Smurf. She arches her neck coyly and rams her head against the bedside table with a loud thunk. The lamp rattles loudly and I catch the Tiffany shade with one hand to steady it. "She sounds like R2D2," Mulder laughs as Mia shakes her head, blinking. "I wonder what she's saying? She obviously thinks we're as dumb as dirt for not understanding what she's telling us so clearly." Mia leans against my legs, rubbing her chin on my shin then blinking up at me with bright blue eyes. "You know, Mulder, I've read that a cat's physiology is so unusual it could be extraterrestrial in origin." "Really?" he looks at Mia with new interest. Mia yawns back at him, relaxing onto the carpet, licking a paw. "It's true," I insist, continuing, "maybe they're really alien sentinels, put on our planet as watchers for some alien race. Who would suspect them, with their lazy eyes and tendency to nap at all hours?" "That's a cool story, Scully," he looks from Mia to me. The heat in his eyes scorches me where I stand. I can't breathe. I'm trapped in his gaze like a bunny in headlights. Then he smiles and looks away. He knows the effect he has on me. I stretch then think better of it. Mulder kneads the air to show me what he has in mind. "I have the cure for what ails you." I have to smile. "I'm sure you do. But what I want right now is a nice, long soak in a big, hot tub." "That's okay for starters. It's what comes afterward that will really loosen you up." "Ummm, I may have to take you up on that," I pad into the bathroom and twist the taps. Hot water immediately steams into the tub. I pour in a liberal dollop of the bubble bath that comes with the room and watch a mountain of bubbles rise beneath the faucet. I push the door into its frame then call through it to Mulder. "What?" he's right on the other side of the thin wood panels. "Check on me every few minutes, will you?" I peel off my clothes, leaving them in a pile on the floor. After testing the water with one toe, I slide into it, and moan as the heat rises to my chin. "Are you okay in there?" he asks immediately. "Ummm. More than okay," I close my eyes and lay back, stretching the length of the tub. "Are you sure you don't need any help?" he sounds hopeful now. 'Say yes' is the subliminal message in his question. "I'm fine, Mulder," I am. I shake out my arms and let them fall to my sides in the water. I nestle my chin in the thick suds, listening to the crisp pop of the bubbles. I meditate on the rhythm of my breath as it pulls in and out, in and out. "Scully?" I hear my name from a distance and swim toward it. My limbs are heavy. Time has stretched long like a Dali painting, without the tick marks of seconds and minutes. "Hey, Scully." His voice is near, it tickles my ear. I feel hands go around my back and lift me from the cooling tub. I sway on my feet, eyes closed, and savor the soft chafe of terrycloth up and down my legs, across my shoulders, and on my arms and face. The air is cool against my hot skin when it's replaced with the light warmth of pajamas. Then his arm is behind my knees and my arm is around his neck and I'm traveling through air, my head rolling back and forth against his shoulder. I land in a soft place where he fits his warmth along my back. I melt against him, feel his breath tickle my ear, and his arms come around my waist. "Night, Scully" are the last words I hear before sleep folds me in its arms and carries me away. *** Monday April 3, 2000 An intermittent whistling snags at the edge of my consciousness and pulls me from my sleep. I lay quietly in Mulder's embrace, my face nesting in his hair. His face chastely nuzzles my chest, his right arm tucking loosely around my waist while my left one drapes over his shoulder in easy possession. We are warmed by each other beneath the downy paradise of a thick comforter. Now the house rests quietly around us. I listen to the steady pull of Mulder's breath, in and out, and feel the thump of his heart beneath my hand where it rests on his back. With a hiss and creak, snow shifts on steep slates overhead. A bird calls once into the morning air. Sunlight floods the room and, although I can't see outside from where I lay, I know sun has driven the storm clouds away. Light whistling starts again. Without moving, I roll my eyes upward. A delicate gray muzzle rests against my forehead, whiskers twitching gently in sleep. The warmth of my head makes sense now -- I'm wearing a plush gray cat hat. The whistle becomes a lingering snort that fades away slowly as Mia sighs and is still. Now Mulder stirs in my arms. His sigh warms the skin in my cleavage and goose bumps rise along the back of my arms. I find my fingers tangled his hair, cradling the back of his head against me. "Morning," he whispers into my skin. The delicate brush of his lips sends a second wave of shivers after the first. "Morning," I reply shyly. I remember too few mornings like this. So what's wrong with this picture as opposed to that one, I ask myself? Mulder presses his lips to the underside of my neck where the skin is sensitive. Suddenly I'm gasping for air because my lungs are empty. Then he slides his body along mine, rising to meet my lips; I lean into him, greeting him with lips of my own. Now I'm sweltering under all these covers and I push them aside with my hand. Cold air refreshes me where it tickles my shoulder and chills my back to the waist through the thin fabric of my pajamas. Mia squawks with displeasure as her warm nest abandons her. She flounces off the bed and onto the floor with a thump. Mulder rolls onto his back, pulling me with him. I straddle him, laying chest to chest with him, our breaths mingling as I bask in the desire that shows in his eyes. "Scully," he brings my head down to his mouth. The bedroom door rattles hard in its frame. "Mulder," I press my forehead against his as the knock comes again. "Dana? Fox?" it's Rebecca's voice, "Deputy Monroe is here to speak with you." "'kay." I work the word through the husky emotion that tightens my throat. It's anything but okay. Damn. "We'll be downstairs in a few minutes." I look down at Mulder who, so obviously dejected, makes me smile for a moment. "What's so funny?" "Nothing." I roll away, sitting up on my side of the bed. I pull the light fabric of my pajamas around me, gripping it with both hands. "Hey," he sits next to me, his shoulder touching mine. "Bad timing, Mulder." I pull my collar up around my neck. Now the room is warmer than I am. Mia sits on the windowsill, watching us from the corner of her eye as she pretends to look out; it's the pitch of her ears that give her away. I look at Mulder again. "I think we're doomed to bad timing. Or someone else's master plan for us." "Nonsense." Mulder climbs over me to stand at my side of the bed. He offers me a hand and I get up. "We've always found our moments, Scully. Some day we'll get to string them together into a good time." I'm not convinced. I can take a cosmic hint. I hug both arms around my waist and go to the window as Mulder disappears into the bathroom. Outside, the day is truly spectacular. Snow casts the meadow and farmland beyond in Plaster of Paris white. The bare brown arms of maple and oak, mingled with the deep greens of pine and spruce, all reach for a heaven where just enough cloud remains to remind me how blue a sky can truly be. Mia slides against my hip and waits there patiently until I start to scratch. Half an hour later, both freshly scrubbed and dressed, we join Deputy Monroe where he waits in Rebecca's kitchen over a cup of coffee and the morning paper. He nods as we push through the door. "Morning, you two," Monroe sips the coffee, "sorry to root you out so early..." I glance at the clock -- it's nearly nine AM. "...but I thought you'd be interested in what the APB on Grace Wells turned up." "Grace Wells?" I answer hopefully, gathering cups of coffee for Mulder and myself before joining the guys at the counter. "Nope. But I think I can put a new spin on the situation." His expression clearly tells me we'll be fascinated. "Do tell," Mulder pulls up a stool and sits down, leaning forward with his forearms on the counter. I put the coffee in front of him. He ignores it for the moment. Monroe shifts in his seat. "It turns out the Atlanta PD would like to have a chat with both Mr. and Mrs. Wells." "Really?" my coffee joins Mulder's on the counter. I slide onto a stool. "Why?" "Turns out quite a few million dollars' worth of funds have dropped off the books at their investment firm..." "Executive Investments, Inc.," Mulder adds. "...yes," Monroe agrees. "So far, they're just wanted for questioning. No one is ready to charge them with anything. So far as anyone knows, they're just up here on vacation and there's been a simple bookkeeping snafu that needs to be fixed." "Uh-huh," Mulder says like he doesn't believe it. He sips his coffee, "So they're up here, obviously on edge about something..." "...several million dollars worth of something," I cradle the warm mug between my hands. "...something like sixty million dollars worth of something," Monroe specifies, savoring the number like a man who enjoys a thickening plot. "*Sixty* million," Mulder whistles through his teeth, "that's motivation." "For what?" "To kill your husband." Could it really be that simple? They were alone in the woods yesterday. Someone carried the gun away. Someone carried the skis away. Someone carried Grace Wells away, maybe? "What's wrong?" now Mulder's looking at me. So's Monroe. "I don't know, Mulder," the little place in my gut that's been so active for the past couple of days doesn't like this one, "I still have a hard time *seeing* how tiny little Grace Wells could have gotten the drop on her tall, athletic husband...even with a gun in her hand. It would have been one thing if she'd shot him in the back. But she didn't. She shot him point blank in the chest..." "She could have pulled the gun on him suddenly," Monroe suggests. "Maybe he didn't believe she'd really pull the trigger," Mulder offers another scenario. "Maybe he pulled the gun on her and, in the ensuing struggle, it went off and he shot himself in the chest." Monroe tries another explanation. A series of delicate chimes marks the end of Round One. Rebecca enters the room, following the sound to the oven, pressing a button to still the alarm. Fresh muffins come out, reeking of blueberries and brown sugar. My mouth begins to water; one sniff and my stomach rumbles. Rebecca puts three on a plate and puts the plate on the counter between us. She tips fresh coffee into our cups then disappears through the doors again, carrying the rest of the muffins and the coffee pot. All without a word. "So who killed Mary Kelly?" I bring the other corpse into play. "Grace Wells?" Mulder hesitates over two muffins and selects the third. He quickly drops it on a napkin and presses his scorched fingers against the tiles to cool them. "Why?" I cautiously pull at the muffin Mulder's selected, taking a shred between my fingertips, blowing on it, then popping it into my mouth. Mulder picks up the muffin and juggles it in his hand, "Maybe Mary Kelly uncovered something while cleaning the Wellses' apartment. Maybe she was blackmailing Grace Wells with it." "I know Mary Kelly fairly well," Monroe chimes in, "and that's not at all in character for her." "An abusive husband, money, a way to escape," Mulder finds a few ways to build the case. He bites into the muffin, closes his eyes, and chews. "It still remains a hurdle to figure out how someone as tiny as Grace Wells could have embedded a knife in the breastbone of Mary Kelly. That would have required an overhand swing with a great deal of force." I use my index finger to capture a crumb on Mulder's lower lip that I transfer it to my own mouth. My cheeks grow warm when I notice my tongue washing and rewashing the tip of that finger. I don't look to see whether Mulder or the Deputy has noticed my little diversion; I hastily wipe my hand and find a muffin of my own. "It's possible that Davis was the one who killed Mary Kelly, then Grace panicked and killed him," Mulder takes that last bite of his muffin, "...or not." It still doesn't track for me. "Don't you think he, she...whoever, would have picked a more secluded place than Rebecca's kitchen to commit the murder if it were planned?" "Like a snowy wood alongside the lake?" Mulder comes back to this world, licking his fingers for the last crumbs. "Exactly." Mulder nods his head. "I agree. I don't see a first-time murderer *choosing* to do the deed in a very public kitchen next to a room full of people. That sounds either like a very seasoned professional with a flair for the dramatic or a spur- of-the-moment killing." "But she...he pulled it off." "That was pure luck." "Well, here's the other interesting thing I've found out," Monroe breaks in. "When the coroner tested the knife handle for fingerprints, he found none." That raises my eyebrow. "So if not premeditated, then the murderer had presence of mind in the aftermath to wipe the handle clean." That factoid adds another layer to our reasoning. "And what about Richard Kelly?" Prime Suspect Number One, last weekend at least. "I broke the news..." "...or confronted him," Mulder adds. "...Saturday night. He took it strangely." "Ahah." How strangely, I wonder. "He grew very quiet, almost withdrew, mentally, from the room. I had to continually prompt him with his name or a touch on his arm to bring him back to the line of questioning." "A man meditating his sins." Mulder swirls his coffee in the cup and shifts back on the stool, sitting upright. "A man ambivalent about the loss of his punching bag." I pitch one of my patented looks at Mulder, who chooses to ignore it, choosing instead to be preoccupied with something outside the window. "Or a man who bottles up his emotions reacting to the murder of his wife," Monroe brings us both back to the kitchen, after a pause. "Where was Kelly Saturday evening?" Mulder wants to know. "In the residence attached to the garage, he says." "Witnesses?" It's my turn to ask. "Nope." "Ahah." I say, again. "I wonder where he was Sunday morning?" Mulder turns. "You think he has something to do with Davis Wells's death?" I'm crunching the numbers again, thinking of how the ski tracks don't add up. "What if, Mulder...what if Richard Kelly skied from town to meet the Wellses in that wood? An argument ensued, Kelly shot Davis Wells, then he and Grace Wells skied off together." "But..." "No, Mulder, do the math," I grab his arm, "Two ski tracks - Davis and Grace - go downhill to the wooded area. Three ski tracks leave it. What if Kelly skis in from town, that's one set of tracks, meets the Wellses there and kills Davis, then skis away with Grace Wells, leaving two more sets of tracks for a total of three." "Could be. It *does* add up. But what motive would Richard Kelly have had to kill one of the Wellses? Again, did he even know them?" "For the money." Monroe suggests the obvious motive. "How would he know about it? How could he reasonably expect get his hands on it? I'll agree that Mary Kelly is the obvious connection between them. But he's got to know that people don't carry that amount of money around with them in a suitcase. Usually sophisticated methods are used to hide it and equally sophisticated means are needed to track it down. Treasury has an entire division devoted just to that." We stare among ourselves for a long minute. "I think we should go directly to the source," Mulder says finally. "Good idea," Monroe pushes away from the counter and checks his wristwatch. "I have to make a run up to Belvedere, to meet with the Deputy up there, but I can drop you off at the garage on my way over. Maybe your car will be ready." The Deputy drives through adequately plowed back roads to the bottom of the lake. He skids a bit turning onto Ford's Road and I steady myself with the door handle. Mulder's feet press against the bottom of my seat as the car steadies and plows forward again, through a narrow cleft in the hillside. Ahead, oily black smoke billows into the air. The Deputy thumbs the transmit switch and calls for his dispatcher. When static hisses back at him and he speaks to us instead. "We've got a lot of empty vacation homes around here. Things spring a leak, water gets in the electrical, then...poof! Fortunately, they're spaced far enough apart the fire usually doesn't spread. Especially this time of year." The road dips and the car runs across a narrow bridge with a thunk, thunk, thunk, then climbs the hill on the other side. "I've got to swing by there first," the Deputy steers around a broken tree limb in the road, "so you can either come with me or I can drop you off at a point close to the garage and you can walk on over there." "Sure, we'll walk," I agree. Mulder concurs from the back seat. It's not far. The roads aren't too slippery. The thought of steadying myself with an arm around Mulder's waist raises the temperature inside my coat considerably. I scrub at the blush on my cheeks but it only gets hotter. "Sheila are you there, come back?" "John!" comes through the static. "We've got a fire over at the garage. I was just outside, having a look." "No way," I swivel and look at Mulder. "Way," Mulder rolls his eyes. "Isn't that a bit too convenient?" "Way too convenient." "What's the situation?" he asks. We're on dry pavement now, picking up speed, approaching what looks to be a downtown area. "The pumper's over there now, putting water on it. Looks like they'll have it under control in a few minutes." "Who called it in?" "I did. I stepped outside to have a cigarette and saw smoke coming out of the windows. It went up really fast, John." I swap looks with Mulder. The Deputy signs off with his dispatcher and flips a switch. A siren wells up from beneath the hood and we pick up more speed. "Of course you know we can't jump to conclusions about arson when a garage catches fire. He's got all sorts of solvents, oils, other petroleum products in there. Let's wait to see what Kelly says about it." Downtown New Blandford is a single street lined with brick- fronted stores on either side. A white steeple splits the blue sky halfway up the block; a black column of smoke rises symmetrically on the other side, just down a bit. Traffic clogs the narrow road -- it's amazing how quickly sightseers converge on smoke in the air. The Deputy pulls the wheel hard and we take a sharp turn, tires squealing. The car slithers into a narrow lane that runs behind the businesses on the left side of the street. We whip past trash cans and back doors, fishtailing and gaining traction again. With a thump and a clatter, the rear fender sends a metal can spinning down the lane behind us. The Deputy slows, negotiating his way around snow pushed back by a plow, then skids to a stop a few yards away from the pumper truck. White clouds of steam streaked with black smoke billow into the sky above the garage. A single hose plays back and forth across the red clapboards, mostly caved in, and water pours through the space where a roof used to be. Water that has escaped from the buckled walls puddles, freezing, in the narrow yard around the garage where burnt debris litters a handful of snowbound cars in various states of disrepair. Gables of a small house rise over the steaming wreck. I work my way through the emergency workers and sightseers to the house side of the building, flashing my badge when a sooty firefighter moves to block our way. I hold Mulder's arm and he steadies my shoulder as we wade through the slush, moving into the debris field near the side wall of the building. Here the damage is less severe -- a window has shattered and the wall sags gently away from a scrap of slate roof clinging to an exposed beam. We step cautiously over broken slates and bits of charred wood to the gaping window hole where thin tendrils of smoke curl through the empty frame. The smoke, the heat, and the choking fumes of burnt rubber force us back a pace or two. After a few minutes when the smoke and steam have cleared a bit, Mulder shuffles forward carefully, looking through the blown out window to see what he can see. "I do *not* believe this," he groans, shaking his head. ***CHAPTER SIX*** Mulder shuffles forward carefully, looking through the blown out window to see what he can see. "I do *not* believe this." His summation is succinct, somewhat muffled by the hand against his face. "What?" I mince my way across debris and water turning to slick ice and join him there, anchoring myself with one hand on his arm. He points. "No way." The smoldering remains of our rental car sit crushed beneath a heavy charred beam. Sooty water drips on the hood with a loud plunkplunkplunk against the twisted metal. There's another cosmic hint if I've ever seen one. I turn half away from the charred hulk, cupping each elbow with a hand, nearly walking into a firefighter who deftly makes a course correction, swinging his long ladder safely around me. Fluorescent orange letters, NBVFD - New Blandford Volunteer Fire Department, I translate - are stenciled across the back of his black coat. Another firefighter uses a tool resembling a fireplace poker on steroids to whack at a pile of fallen debris; a dull whump follows a loud pop and then flames and a cloud of dark smoke boil into the sky from a new hole. I skip backwards, clawing the air with both hands for balance as water poured on the flare up misses me by inches. Finding my footing, I turn again to see Mulder pacing the edge of the scene, hands in pockets, idly flipping bits of debris with one toe. He flicks a glance at the burned out building and our burned out car -- it's still there, crushed under the same beam. His eyes, bouncing back to me, hold odd consternation mixed with tender promise. "I guess we should call Lariat about a new car," he shrugs, watching me from the corner of his eye. "I guess we should," I agree. Neither of us makes a move. With the fire out, the crowd trickles away in twos and threes, leaving only the firefighters, the Deputy, and the most devoted of onlookers. Knowing arsonists often remain to enjoy their handiwork, I scan what's left of the crowd -- among them stands a young man in overalls, wiping his hands repeatedly on an oily rag. Mulder sees him, too, and nudges me. "Do you work here?" Mulder calls to the young man across the debris. "Yeah. Well, I used to." He picks his way over to us, his voice pitched somewhere between boyhood and manhood. I raise an eyebrow at Mulder and he shakes his head. He doesn't recognize the voice. "Were you here when the fire broke out?" He shakes his head. "Richard gave me the day off. I was working on my own car at home all day. When I saw the smoke, I came running." "Can anyone confirm you spent the entire day at home?" I narrow my eyes and watch his reaction. The whites show all the way around his brown irises. His hands freeze against one another, the rag locked in between. "My Mom?" he squeaks, his voice having suddenly slipped backward through puberty. "Where's Kelly?" Mulder wants to know. He shakes his head more vigorously this time. "Haven't seen him since Saturday. I've looked all over. His truck's out back though. I checked." "Are any other cars missing?" "I'm not sure," the boy stuffs the rag into his back pocket and looks around. "I'll have to take a look." "Do that, won't you?" Mulder asks him. "By the way, what's your name?" "Tim. Tim Harrow. I live down the street," he points in the intermediate distance behind the garage where rooftops and chimneys show over the trees. "Look around Tim, see if any other cars are missing, then get back to me or the Deputy, okay?" "Okay," he nods, chafing his arms through the thin cotton sleeves of his coveralls. We watch Tim skid his way through the debris, dodging bits of burnt timbers and shingles and twisted metal that the firefighters have tossed from the building in their search for hot spots. Lazy streams of white steam climb into the sky like cumulus clouds. I turn to Mulder. "Arson?" He shrugs, pushing his hands deep into his pockets. "Maybe. Like Monroe said, it would be hard to prove if he used the chemicals normally found around an automotive garage." I squint into the sun, shading my eyes a bit. "So you think Richard Kelly, once he learned how to access the missing funds, killed Grace Wells and torched his garage to hide the crime?" "To give himself a head start, maybe," Mulder chews his lip. "What do you think happened here?" Now it's my turn to think for a moment. "It just seems so obvious, like lighting a neon sign, saying 'here marks the spot,' you know?" Mulder nods. Behind him, a firefighter carefully coils the hose back onto the pumper truck, curling loop after loop around a frame on the side. "It would be so easy to take the body and dump it somewhere in the woods where it wouldn't be found until spring, if then." I lower my eyeshade and turn, looking into the demolished garage again. "What if there's no body at all? What if he torched the garage to distract our attention while he made off with..." "...with what?" "Good question," I agree. "We're assuming this has something to do with the money missing from Executive Investment's books. We're assuming that Mary Kelly was killed for her knowledge of it. We're assuming that she confided that information to her husband, who then ambushed the Wellses, killed Mr. Wells, then brought Mrs. Wells back here..." "...to pry all the details out of her, including the secret numbered account secret numbers," Mulder's grinning now, whether from excitement or amusement, I don't know. "Then again, you know what 'assume' can make out of us." "Yeah, an ass- of -u- and -me," I play the card Mulder's dealt me; he always likes that one. While we're grinning at each other, Tim Harrow returns, shifting from one foot to the other before he even stops walking. "Yes, Tim?" I ask. "There are two empty spaces at the back of the lot. Mrs. Cooper's Toyota was parked back there last night and it's not there now. But I think Richard might have been working on it today. So it could be...in there," he hesitates before the last words, turning away from the wreckage as he says them. "And the other one?" "Oh yeah," now Tim worries the zipper tab on the jacket he wasn't wearing the last time we saw him. He pulls it up and down then back up again. "Uh...Mary's car is missing." "Mary Kelly?" He nods, watching the toes of his work boots, continuing to work the zipper. I glance at Mulder. "Her car could be at Rebecca's. She didn't drive it back here as far as I know." I think of the black bag going out the back door, held head and foot by the Deputy and Rob MacGowan. I turn back to Tim. "What kind of car is it?" "A Subaru Impreza. Black." I don't remember seeing it at Meadowlea, unless it was in the garage -- we only checked the barn for vehicles because that's where Rebecca said they would be. I touch Tim on the sleeve and he flinches a little. "Would you please find the Deputy and tell him what you told us? He should know." Tim nods and backs away in a hurry. He nearly falls over a pile of old tires, spins off, and skids across the parking lot to where Deputy Monroe stands talking with a firefighter. "Hmmm," is all Mulder has to say. A low moan rises from the building. Startled, I whirl, heart pounding. The moan rises to a shriek. I scan the blackened structure for some kind of life, lunging toward the gaping window, looking for a way through the jagged glass, when a hand clamps on my shoulder and pulls me back, hard. My heels skid out from under me. A thunderous concussion fills my ears. I gag as soot and thick fumes run up my nose and down my throat. I blink against the thick cloud of ash and steam and half frozen water that splatters against my face. Something hard glances off my shins; something heavy strikes both my knees. Then I hit the ground with a dull whump and see nothing but stars. I'm numb. It should hurt but I'm numb. My lungs are empty and I can't breathe. I hear something through the ringing in my ears but it takes me a while to find words in it then longer still to recognize the sound of Mulder's voice saying them. Grit fills my eyes; grit grinds between my teeth. I gasp, pulling hard at air thickened by dust and smoke; I sputter and paw at my face, trying to sit up. I can't. I can't move my legs. Fright burns through the parts of my body I can feel. "My legs," I manage to cough two words. My heart accelerates in my chest. My lungs burn painfully. "It's okay, Scully," I feel Mulder's hands on my face and shoulders, "just lie still for a moment." "My legs..." I lay back on the pavement and try to hear through the pounding in my ears and the rasp of air finally moving through my throat. I hear shouting voices at a distance, creaking, the sound of an engine, revving. Suddenly, the pressure on my legs is gone and I can move them. Big mistake. Pain burns in my right ankle and lances up the back of my right thigh. I bite down hard on a moan but it comes out anyway. "Scully, where are you hurt?" Mulder is back. His hands cradle my face. "I'm fine, Mulder" I feel a soft cloth rubbing at my eyes, rubbing away the dirt and soot. I open them to catch Mulder's reaction to my words. I turn a whimper into a sigh; I refuse to make that sound, even with Mulder. I turn my ankle cautiously and flex my leg. "Okay...what I *mean* is that I don't think anything's broken or permanently damaged. I hurt like hell, though." "Should I get the paramedics?" His lips are smiling and maybe his cheeks but definitely not his eyes; they're dark green with worry. "Can you get up?" "I can get up," I offer him both of my hands; he scoops me up with both of his hands beneath my arms and deposits me on my feet...correction, make that *foot;* my right leg reflexively retracts from the pavement. I know without trying that I don't want to put weight on it. Mulder pulls a twisted plastic slat from the debris and hands it to me, clean end up, to use as a cane. I balance myself against it and against Mulder, then survey the wreckage. The entire garage has collapsed into a heap. The front wall I'd been rushing toward has caved outward, shattering on the pavement where I would have been standing had Mulder not pulled me back at the last minute. As it was, I caught the flying bits of clapboard and wood that broke loose and flew ahead of the main wall. Those bits lay around us in the freezing slush. The burned garage has pulled neatly away from the attached residence, suggesting it wasn't all that well attached in the first place. 'Abutted' would be a better description. I lean into Mulder, enjoying his strength and the security of his arm looped around my waist. "Has anyone checked the house?" "You think Kelly's in there, doing the New York Times crossword puzzle?" "I think Monroe's got his hands full out here. We can go in there and get started." "I don't know, Scully," he looks at my raised foot critically. "Maybe we should have you checked out at the hospital first." "You survived your twisted shoulder and I'll survive my twisted ankle." "Maybe it's a broken ankle." "No. It doesn't feel broken to me. It feels like a soft tissue injury. I'll be fine." He uses his lie detector eyes on me -- narrowed and unwavering. "Mulder, the closest hospital is two towns away. I'll be fine," I repeat my prognosis. I will be. I'm just going to hurt like hell between now and then. I'll find some water inside and take a Motrin from the bottle in my pocket. That should help. I tap the pavement with the burnt end of the slat. "Come on, Mulder, let's go." He supports me on one side while I hobble forward with the stick in my right hand. I absently tap my slat against the hard cement of the bottom step and look back over the smoking debris. Does this add up? Does it add up too easily? I don't have the answer. I gingerly put weight on my right leg and am rewarded with an explosion of knives and pins and needles. I recoil into Mulder's side compartmentalizing my pain into the single, terse word -- "Sorry." "Don't be sorry, Scully," softly, his words cushion me against the pain, "I'm here for you. Lean on me." Mulder's arm tightens around my waist and when I try a little weight on my foot again the pain is much easier to take. I lay the slat against the side of the house where I can find it again when I come out. Something catches my eye, down near the burnt part, and I pick it up again to look. I work my thumb across the printing - etching, actually; I can feel it against my skin - and four letters rise out of the soot. E - L - L - S Wells. I size the - fiberglass, not plastic - ski in my hands and look at Mulder. "One of Davis Wells's missing skis." He nods. "I guess that ties Richard Kelly to the murder." "Unless someone planted the ski here." "True," he says. "I guess we'll know better when we find Kelly and question him." "If he isn't long gone by now, sipping an umbrella drink on a tropical isle." "True again." He tries the knob and it turns easily in his hand. He pushes the door inward. "Ready?" I nod and he helps me over the threshold into a tiny foyer. A narrow hall in front of us leads to the back of the house while a steep staircase rises on our left. Rooms open to either side, one a living room, the other a tiny den. In general, the house is well kept. The living room furnishings are old without being antiques. The room is pin neat and dust free. The den, on the other hand, is cluttered and looks like it's been a while since it's had a good cleaning. Framed pictures cover one wall from wainscoting to ceiling. Newspapers totter in a pile on an end table, file folders lay scattered across the desk. This room has investigative potential, I think, finding a pair of gloves in my pocket and pulling them on. Down to business, I discover I can hobble across to the desk where I start lifting papers. For a minute or two, the sound of rustling paper fills the room. "Shit," Mulder swears suddenly. He's been using that word frequently these past two days. But this time, it's the excited sort of shit, not the ominous kind. "What?" My hands are filled with invoices and receipts. Oil. Transmissions. Coolant Recycling. A dozen new truck tires, Firestones. Riveting stuff. "Come have a look at this." He's standing in front of the picture wall, looking at a framed newspaper clipping. I hobble over and read the caption aloud, "Kelly Twins Cap Debate Triumph." It's a clipping from the Harvard University Gazette, dated 1982. "Richard Kelly's a Harvard man? Go figure." "Go on. There's more." He taps his finger against the glass. I read the caption. "Richard and Grace Kelly...Grace Kelly?" I shake visions of Monaco from my mind and continue, "lead the Harvard Debating Team to triumph over rival Yale in the..." my narration trails off as my eyes wander over the grainy photograph above. Richard and Grace Kelly. Richard Kelly and Grace Kelly Wells. "Well, I'll be..." "Yeah." I'm distracted for a moment by the piece of burnt plywood that flies past the window and lands in the backyard with a clatter. "This makes it rather unlikely that we're going to find Grace Kelly's body under the rubble, doesn't it? This makes it more likely that it's Grace and her brother that have killed Davis Wells to get him out of the picture then run off with the money, together." "It makes it unlikely that one stabbed the other in the back, doesn't it?" "Don't see it too often." I return to the desk, opening and closing drawers, not expecting to find the smoking gun or a forgotten deposit book for the First National Bank of Outer Mongolia, but I do the search. "Hey, look at this," This time he's at the bookcase, a plaque in his gloved hands. I've got one hip propped against the desk, sparing my twisted leg. This time, Mulder brings the plaque over to me so I can read it. "What's a Harvard MBA doing, running a garage in rural New Hampshire?" I have to ask. "Another good question," Mulder's distracted by the rattle of the front door and a clomping of boots. Monroe closes the front door behind him. "I thought I saw you come in here. Find anything?" Mulder points to the clipping. Monroe squints at the text, then at the photograph, then shakes his head, "Damned Flatlanders." The term's obviously a curse. He turns to us. "I knew he had a sister, I'd just never met her." "What do you know about Richard Kelly? How does a Harvard MBA end up a mechanic in a small town?" "Well, first of all, I'd like to say there's nothing wrong with being a mechanic in a small town." Monroe sits back against the edge of the desk and crosses his arms at Mulder. Mulder scrambles to clarify his statement. "I just don't think managing a small town garage is one of the classic case studies in B School. How did he get here from there?" Monroe relaxes against the desk. "I know that Richard is troubled, apparently has a long history of mental problems. He seems okay to me, though. Functional. Maybe a bit moody at times. Dark." "What about his wife?" "Mary's a local girl...was a local girl," the Deputy corrects his verb to account for her death. "Richard's from Dorchester, near Boston. I don't know how they met. When they married he moved up here and started helping out at the garage. I guess that was the late eighties, '89 or thereabouts. Mary's father ran it until he died several years ago, then Richard took over." "I gather their marriage was contentious," I ask even though I know the answer to this one. "There was a certain amount of discord. Maybe Richard took out his frustrations, his lost dreams, on his wife, blaming them on her instead of his own problems. Mary never complained. He never hurt her so badly that she had go to the doctor." I bristle immediately, heat rising in my face. Mulder grabs one of my clenched fists, holding me back. "I'm not saying I condone the way Richard treated his wife," Monroe rushes to add, "I'm just saying they kept it private. For all we know, she was whacking him with a frying pan on a regular basis." Mulder squeezes my fist and I uncurl my fingers into his palm. He laces them through his own and we're holding hands. "I sincerely hope so...about the frying pan." I'd like to find Kelly and give him a whack or two myself. Monroe looks at his watch. "No wonder I'm hungry." I check the wall clock. It's 1:15 PM. My stomach rumbles automatically; my irritation turns into a need to eat. "Nothing like a good bonfire to whet an appetite," Mulder nearly smacks his lips, waggling his eyebrows at me. "Makes me want to roast a weenie." "You're a weenie, Mulder." He clutches his heart. "Moi? I'm so *pierced,* Scully." "With a fork," I roll my eyes; I can't help but grin. Goofy Mulder gets me every time, just like Puppy Dog Mulder does. "Why don't we go over to the station, I'll get Sheila to order in some sandwiches, we'll get out a Bulletin on Richard to add to his sister's, and we can talk." Monroe wrestles the conversation back in line. "You should get off that leg, Agent Scully. We can have the paramedics take a look at it." "I'm a doctor." "Still, we have paramedics here in town with bandages, splints if necessary." His look challenges me to produce the mentioned items from the depths of my pockets. I can't, of course. Mulder pulls at my hand and I concede. "Sure." I'm suddenly so hungry I'd let a baboon probe my ankle for a ham and cheese on rye. An hour later I'm sitting with one booted foot up on a chair and an Ace bandage in my lap. The paramedic deemed my boot an adequate brace for the time being, as I did, but provided a wrap for tonight when I take my boots off. Crumbs of a ham and swiss on whole wheat litter a paper plate on the table next to me. Monroe works the phones in his office while Mulder uses the phone at any empty desk to call Executive Investments in Atlanta. I munch on a potato chip and listen to Mulder's side of the conversation. "This is Special Agent Fox Mulder with the FBI. I'd like to speak to the director of your company, please." Davis Wells. "He is?" Mulder says blandly. "I see. Then who is in charge?" "Treasury? May I speak to the lead investigator, please?" After a pause, Mulder introduces himself all over again, complete with badge number, then listens some more. The pumper truck rumbles slowly up the street, returning to its home at the fire station. A telephone rings and Sheila the Dispatcher dispatches the call neatly. Mulder uh-uhs some more, listening to the Treasury man on the other end of the line. I fiddle with a bit of spare lettuce on my plate, cautiously working the back of my thigh, hoping it won't stiffen painfully but knowing it's just a matter of time until it does. I don't even want to think about my ankle right now. "I can solve the missing persons part of your investigation. At least part of it." I'm drawn back to Mulder's end of the conversations as he explains the situation -- Davis Wells dead, Grace Wells missing -- then he listens again with an occasional uh-huh and "Really?" "What?!" I'm fit to burst with curiosity. Obviously something very interesting is going on at Executive Investments, Inc. "The plot has thickened considerably, Scully," Mulder finally cradles the phone, kicks back in his chair, and crosses his arms over his chest. "This morning, FinCEN investigators seized the offices of Executive Investments, Inc., because the missing funds have finally turned up." "Where!?" I need to know. "In the Cayman Islands." "Woo-hoo. The Caymans. Off-shore Laundromat for dirty money." "Apparently so. There's only one problem." "And that would be?" "It's been wired to The Royal Bank of Hong Kong." "When?" "The order was put through early this morning." The footprint of Grace Wells and her brother. "What does the bank in Hong Kong have to say about this?" Mulder looks at this wristwatch and does some math. "Part of the problem is that it's the middle of the night in Hong Kong. Authorities here are trying to raise authorities there, but it's taking time." "We should flood the airports with photos of Grace Wells and her brother, especially those in the Far East." "Grace Wells's picture is everywhere, along with that of her husband, which is no longer needed. I'll go back over to the house and get the most recent shot I can of Kelly and fax it to the Treasury Department so they can get his face out there with hers." "Good idea," I say and background noise swells for a moment -- a ringing telephone, the whir of a fax machine, a conversation between the Deputy and his dispatcher. "Did the FinCEN people give you any idea of what they think really happened down there?" "It's a conundrum. Executive Investments and, by extension, the Wellses, are highly respected in Atlanta financial circles. There it's well known that neither Grace nor Davis came from a moneyed background and, generally, they were respected in the community for the way they'd gotten an education and pulled themselves up into positions of responsibility. In fact, their firm attracted a large number of smaller clients, dollar-wise, people who couldn't afford to lose their investments because, often, that money was all they had. Both Grace and Davis are...were...active in the community. They sit...sat on the boards of a number of local charities. They were active participants in several community-based organizations. "Ironically, it was their standing in the community that gave them such a head start on this investigation. No one was willing to believe that they'd stolen the money." Mulder continues to describe their estate, their horses, and the comfortable and respected lifestyle they led in Atlanta. "They had money and respect," I shake my head. "What turned them? Boredom? The thrill? A new challenge." "Greed. The other G-spot." So true. "It's hard to imagine wanting so much more when a person has so much more than most other people in the first place." I try to imagine what I'd do with a six...or seven...figure income. A townhouse in Georgetown, one of those nice places with the towering oaks out back. A spiffy new Mercedes...SUV. That trip to the Greek Islands I've wanted to take since High School. I sigh, thinking more realistically now. "I wouldn't mind moving up to a GS-14." "See?" he nudges me with his good shoulder, "there's always a little bit more to want." There is. Our eyes catch and hold on the thought. "A-hem." The Deputy clears his throat; he's standing right next to Mulder and me but ten seconds ago he wasn't even on the same planet. "Do you kids want to hear what I just heard?" I shake my head to clear the visions of me and Mulder, standing arm and arm behind a white picket fence with stuffed animals in hand, and say "Sure." We're interrupted by an opening door. "Del," Monroe greets the newcomer. Del wears sooty fire-fighting regalia and a helmet that reads "chief" across the front. "Bad news, John. We've got a dead one." ***CHAPTER SEVEN*** "Oh, Christ," is all Mulder can say. "Any ideas about who it might be?" I'm doing my best to be logical while Mulder's rolling his head in his hands. Chief Del shakes his head. "We've just pulled back enough material to see a crushed head and two feet. The feet seem to be different sizes so we may have more than one body on our hands but it's difficult to say. What's left of the shoes is similar but...uh...they're both rather 'well done.' I've put a call out for the Coroner. He's posting your last victim, won't be over for an hour or so." I shift my foot to the floor then hiss loudly as blood pounds through the sprained tissue -- I hiss, not whine. "Don't even think about it," Mulder warns me and I know he's right. The Coroner's a competent man, he will do what I can do; this is his jurisdiction and his case, not ours. Still, my hands itch to dive into some latex and have a go at it. I re- elevate my ankle instead. Ninety minutes later, Mulder helps me hobble back to the garage after the Coroner's van rolls by the Sheriff's Station. I knew I would; I can't help myself. *Dead Bodies backwards-R Us* is my way of life. Mulder props me up at one side of the crime scene and I watch over the Coroner's shoulder as he records details of the crime. There are, in fact, two bodies. We can clearly see them once the debris is lifted away under the watchful eye of the Coroner. What remains of one body is longer and bigger framed, the other is shorter and smaller in mass. Both are curled in a fetal position, fists raised in the pugilistic manner that comes from exposure of muscle tissue to extreme heat. No clues can be gathered from hair or clothing that remains, so the best we can do for the moment is make the conclusion that it's a man and a woman - or a tall person and a person of slight stature - on the floor of the demolished garage. Dental records and DNA tests come later. I let Mulder lead me back to the Deputy's car when he honks out front, so we can return to the bed and breakfast. It's dinnertime when we shuck our jackets in the foyer of Rebecca's place, hanging them on the beautiful old mahogany hall tree. We each trade our boots for a pair of soft moccasins then follow the sound of voices to the dining room. Maggie and Sarah sit alone at the table. "You aren't down to just four guests, are you?" I ask Rebecca, who's arranging shiny brass trivets in a line down the center of the dining table. "Any more bodies we should know about?" Mulder whispers in my ear. I shush him with a finger against his lips; he squeezes me around the waist with the one arm that supports me. I can walk on my foot, thanks to modern pharmaceuticals, but it feels infinitely better to lean on Mulder. At many levels. "Oh no." Rebecca's oblivious to my foot problem and Mulder's flippant remark. "The MacGowans ran down to Laconia, to have dinner out with some friends..." "And Harold?" My favorite thorn. "He left a note that he's gone to Concord, to visit a friend of his on The Monitor...the paper down there," Rebecca explains. "He said he'll be back late, not to expect him for dinner." I don't know whether to be disappointed or elated at his absence, although I have to admit the second murder took the edge off his bluster; with his blustery wind out of my sails I find he irritates me much less and seems less guilty for simply breathing. "He has something to show you, something he's excited about," Rebecca finishes laying napkins at four places - Sarah, Maggie, Mulder, and me. "Did he say what?" I start over to one of the empty places. "No, but..." Rebecca begins, but is cut off in mid-sentence when Sarah notices my limp. "My dear Dana, what happened to you?" Sarah exclaims, rising from her chair. Mulder helps me into a seat as Sarah hovers. "I slipped on the ice," I deliver a sanitized version of the facts. We don't need two corpses at the dinner table with us. By the time dinner's over my head weighs a ton and my eyelids hang at half mast over my eyes, nearly blocking my view of Mulder's wristwatch where it moves over the table beside me. The little hand is barely touching the seven but I'll fall off this chair with a thunderous thump if I try to sit here much longer. I shift in my seat and nearly cry out as I flex the back of my twisted leg. It's crept into a knot that feels like I'll have to cut it out like a bad mat in a dog's coat. Everyone starts fussing over the expression on my face. Before I know it, I'm drifting upward. My ankle's numb in my boot but I have no such luck with the back of my thigh. I turn my face into Mulder's shoulder and muffle a hiss of pain in his thick sweater. Crap. I hate it when I'm a girly girl. "I need another Motrin," I enunciate carefully, doing my best not to whimper in the process. Mulder's lips brush my temple. "Let's get you upstairs and take care of that," he says to me while anxious hands touch my sleeve, pat my arm, or gently rub my back. I hear Rebecca and Mulder talking but for the life of me I can't make sense of the nouns and verbs that come jumbling out of their mouths. Then we're bobbing up the stairs and down the hall to our room. Coming through the door, Mulder trips and we stumble forward a few paces before he retrieves his sense of balance and gathers his feet beneath us again. I'm wide awake now, having narrowly missed being dumped on the floor in a painful heap. "The rug's turned up," Mulder explains and I feel him kick it back into place before I hear the quiet snick of the door closing behind us. Logs crackle on the hearth in our fire-lit paradise as he carries me to the bed. "Balance," he instructs me, so I put my good foot down on the floor and hold onto him with one hand. He pulls back the covers and throws the pillows into a heap against the headboard. "Turn," he guides me in a circle so my back's to the bed, "sit," he supports me around the waist so I don't have to take my weight on my bad leg, "and lay back," he lifts my right leg onto the mattress. It hurts only a little bit when he does it that way. I ease back into the pillows and let the pent up air run between my lips in a long sigh. Mulder presses two tablets into my palm and helps me raise them to my lips, followed by a long swallow of water to wash them down. I flicker between consciousness and sleep. "Scully," his hand brushes my cheek, "stick with me for a moment." "Ummmm," is all that forms on my tongue although I'm trying to say more. I feel my right ankle levitate and sink into a cloud; as Mulder's fingers fumble at the laces and loosen the leather, it begins to ache. I wince when he cautiously pulls the boot off my foot, then relax again as he lays my foot gently on the pillow that takes its weight. He peels my sock down and I peel my eyes open for a moment to examine the prize. An odd shape for an ankle is this thing that lays on the pillow, creased deeply here and there by the lines of my boot. Both knees are swollen thick but, surprisingly, they don't hurt much. I watch Mulder unwind the bandage he retrieved from my jacket pocket. "Do you know how to wrap an ankle?" I have to ask. "Moi?" he feigns injury. "After all my years playing basketball, you have to ask me that question? I am an ankle- wrapping wizard." "So what you're telling me is that you're a klutz?" I prop both myself and my eyelids up so I can see my ankle better. He smiles and lays the first turn of bandage around the arch of my foot. "Watch and learn, Scully." He does a fine job of it. I'm impressed but I smother it behind a yawn. "Don't give up yet. We've got to get you in your jammies and work out that knot in the back of your leg so you're not worse off tomorrow." "Uggh. I can sleep in my clothes." I'm nearly sleeping in them already. "Nope. Jammies it is." I see the royal blue silk fluttering in my peripheral vision and I resign myself. I unzip my slacks and let Mulder pull them down; in another place and time, the look in his eyes would turn me to liquid fire, but the sight of my fat purple knees reminds me that I'm better off tonight if I succumb to Mulder's tender loving care instead of his tender loving. I pull my sweater over my head and my bra follows it. I keep my eyes averted from Mulder's because I know what will burn there and I'm in no condition to answer it. When I'm safely buttoned, I look up to see Mulder standing beside the bed with a bottle in his hand. "What's that?" "Roll over, Scully," he motions with one hand, "it's some liniment that Rebecca swears will do wonders for your pulled muscle." "Mulder, no. Liniment smells ghastly." "Not this stuff. Come on, Scully. Roll over." I obediently roll and nestle my face in the pillow. I wonder where Mia is. "This has oil of wintergreen in it, I think. It smells wintergreeny." I does. The odor is strong through the pillow but not unpleasant. Mulder's hands touch the back of my thigh gently, then harder, in a kneading motion. It hurts but it hurts good. I relax into the mattress and go with it. "So Mulder," I turn my head sideways so my words aren't muffled by the thick down pillow, "shall we jump to the obvious conclusion, that the bodies in Kelly's Garage are, in fact, the *Kelly Twins*?" He pauses for a moment, then starts moving with a circular motion up and down the back of my thigh. "It's an easy conclusion, considering they are likely to have been there at some point. It's an unsatisfying conclusion, because that means the murderer is still at large." "Or there's a second murderer." "Right, or they weren't murdered at all, but victims of rather ironic bad luck while trying to torch the garage or do something else with flammable materials." The mattress dips as it takes his weight. "The wire transfer this morning doesn't rule out the latter possibilities, does it?" I nearly moan from the pleasure Mulder's fingers work on my leg. "No," he says. I feel him shift back on the bed for a moment before he speaks again. "Here's a thought -- what about the MacGowans?" "What about them?" "Well, they're apparently from Boston as are Richard Kelly and his sister. There could be a connection there. The MacGowans are obviously on edge about something, acting suspiciously." "True. They didn't want to get their fingerprints taken..." "...but they finally did that." "That's correct," I agree, "but then they've disappeared." "They haven't exactly disappeared, Scully. They're out for the evening." "That could be a cover. Something to give them more time to get away." "Or maybe it's the MacGowans in the garage. He's about the same height as Richard Kelly and she's only a little taller than Grace Wells. They could have been involved in this somehow and then killed off in the process." "That's a formal possibility." Without pain my leg to keep me awake, I'm getting drowsy again. "What about Harold? He's out for the evening, too." We have one suspect left. "Right. He didn't have an alibi for Mary Kelly, did he?" "Uh-uh." "But he seemed to have had an alibi for Davis Wells." "Right. He wouldn't have been able to ski down there, I'm reasonably certain." I struggle to hold the thin tether that links me to wakefulness. "And he doesn't have an obvious connection to the Wellses. They're from Atlanta or Boston; he's from Jacksonville." "That doesn't rule him out," the words are thick on my tongue. "True," Mulder pulls the comforter up around my shoulders. "And who was the rat poison - if that's what it is - intended for?" My eyes flick open one last time and I find myself staring into Mia's blue ones, half open where she lays in a warm spot near the fire. Her lids close slowly; the weight of sleep in her eyes added to the fatigue in mine tips me over the edge and I slide into unconsciousness right behind her. Tuesday, April 4, 2000 "Dana? Fox?" I roll onto my back and listen to the familiar rattle at the door that follows the staccato of Rebecca's voice calling our names. Mulder stirs next to me, pushing himself up on an elbow, swaying while he paws his eyes. "Yeah?" His voice is thick with the dust of sleep. "I'm sorry, Fox, but the Deputy's here to see you again." The words patter against the outside of the door like raindrops. "Shall we just make this a standing date, pencil the Deputy in for...uh," Mulder squints over my head at the bedside clock, "eight o'clock in the morning?" Rebecca's quiet for a moment. I can imagine her trying to wrap her mind around Mulder's peculiar brand of wit. "He just wants to speak with you for a minute. Can you come down?" "Of course," I answer, shoving at Mulder with one hand. "Aaaaaah," Mulder collapses onto the bed as light thumping fades in the distance. I yawn and stretch the back of my right leg cautiously. It seems to have responded well to Mulder's therapy last night -- it's tight and sore but not knotted anymore. It's also nestled between his legs, my injured thigh embraced securely by the strength of his. My ankle is numb in its tight wrap. I hope that's a good thing. "When I get home, I'm going to have to buy an alarm clock that knocks so I know when to get up," Mulder mutters at me from his pillow. Our legs are warm and comfortable where they are twined together. His fingertips trace a delicate line across my cheek, skimming so close to my lips I can feel their heat as they pass. I reach for him, sliding into arms that he's opened to me, pushing him onto his back. My need is so strong, I can't imagine needing him any less, ever. How do I survive the weeks that pass between times like these, I wonder as I slide my hand beneath the gray tee-shirt he's worn to bed, sliding my palm up the tight muscle of his belly and onto his lightly furred chest; I find one tiny nipple, hard and erect, beneath my hand. I'm rewarded by a deep groan that vibrates through every part of his body. I capture his moan with my lips against his; he opens his mouth to me and I slide right into him. How can I stare into these ripe lips day after day and resist touching them like this, tasting their richness, and losing myself in them? I feel the hard knot of appreciation through his pajamas and mine. "Prrrt," says Mia. She's appeared from whatever warm place she slept and noses around our heads, sniffing curiously at where my face is joined to Mulder's. The fine quill of her whiskers tickle my cheek. Mulder smiles against me, pushing at Mia with a free hand. "I'll take a rain check on this," the words spill into my mouth. I swallow them, nodding, drifting across his lips as they close and move against mine for a moment longer. My pulse beats at a normal pace by the time we push through the doors to the kitchen and join the Deputy. Like yesterday, he sits at the counter, sipping coffee, reading the morning paper. He nods a greeting as we pour our own coffees from the carafe on the side counter then assume the position -- Mulder and I side- by-side on twin stools, the Deputy across the counter on his own. I drift through the aromatic steam with my eyes closed. "Got the prints back," the Deputy opens the conversation. "That was fast," the mug muffles Mulder's voice. "You know, we have adequate investigative tools up here in the sticks," there's a sharp edge to the Deputy's voice. "I wasn't saying..." Mulder begins but is cut off by the Deputy. "No, sorry." The sharp edge has blunted a bit, smoothed by resignation or wry amusement. "It's just that Flatlanders who come up here to take in the leaves or 'discover' our covered bridges seem to think we all should be toting our muskets around, wearing knee breeches, riding horses." "And shooting wild turkeys for supper?" Mulder smiles with empathy. He has the perspective of having grown up in New England himself, although the difference between Martha's Vineyard and small town northern New Hampshire is more than a simple matter of distance. "So what have you found," I drift back to the conversation, surfacing between Mulder and the Deputy. I open my eyes slowly. "The prints in the kitchen are all accounted for. Mary and Rebecca's prints dominate but you also picked up clear prints belonging to Sarah Morgan and Maggie Lisbie, Harold Steinberg, and both of the...MacGowans. When we include the postmortem prints we took from Davis Wells, we know he had been in the kitchen as well. When we include prints lifted from the cosmetics in the garage apartment, it's suggestive that Grace Wells had not touched anything in the kitchen during her stay at Meadowlea. Small surprise," he adds an editorial comment to the end of his report. An excited smile threatens to appear but he holds it in check. "And...?" I urge him. "Richard Kelly's prints are also absent, as are yours," he nods to both Mulder and me -- we had pulled on our gloves before we touched anything in the kitchen, "and the Nakamuras. So that rules out Richard Kelly in the death of his wife, unless he had the presence of mind to wear gloves while he did it." I consider the possibility of gloves in what would have been a crime of passion. "He could have done. The killer had the presence of mind to wipe the knife clean after all." "So, unless the murderer wore gloves before entering the kitchen, it is likely that she or he is one of the guests in this house," Mulder concludes. Little prickles crawl up my spine and into my hair. "But there's something else you'll find interesting," the Deputy butts into my case of the willies. "And that is?" I'm glad to think of something besides the murderer in our midst. "When we ran the sample prints through the national database, only Rob...MacGowan's showed up." "Really?" I sit forward. "And...?" The grin finally bursts across the Deputy's face like the sun on a cloudy day. "It seems that Mister...MacGowan has not been altogether honest with us." "Please don't tell me his name is really Robert Kelly," Mulder groans, nearly cradling his face in his hands. "I really don't want to hear that." "No, actually. It's Robert MacGowan *Gordon.*" "So?" I remember the way he cut off his wife's greeting the first day, quickly offering their last name - his middle name - before she could say it herself. "Why's he in the database?" "Three years ago he did an internship with a defense contractor near Boston while he was an engineering student at MIT." "That's hardly a criminal act." I work this new information against the facts of the case, trying to find a way to fit them together. "What's he doing now? Does it have any relationship to what's happened here?" The Deputy shrugs. "Turns out he works for Hopkins-Rogers- Tilley International, a firm of structural engineers that participates in major construction projects around the world. Big ticket stuff, like bridges, dams, skyscrapers. Based in Boston." "So there's no obvious connection, except..." I begin to tie the facts together. "...except the international angle," Mulder picks up my line of reasoning, "and Boston... "...and lying about his identity for some reason," I finish it up. No pretty bows or nice knots. "All tenuous links," I admit. "Anyone familiar with the mechanics of doing business in a variety of countries must be familiar with the banking system in each of them. It takes a lot of money to do business on that scale," Mulder swirls his coffee, watching the dark liquid as it circles the inside of his mug. "But, Mulder...a large company like that has accountants and it has engineers. Engineers aren't usually involved in the financial end of the work, or even exposed to it." "I'm not saying he was, Scully, I'm just saying he had *access* to international banking information. How much he knows and what he can do with it is another story." "Where he was yesterday morning is the real story I want to hear. I don't suppose they came back last night by any chance?" I turn to the Deputy. They're likely long gone. "I asked Rebecca. She heard them return in the wee hours." "Really?" I'm surprised, "and are they still here?" "I think so. Rebecca's gone to bring them down." The Deputy shifts in his seat. "And another thing, we got the dental on Richard Kelly. It's a match with one of the bodies in the garage." "So the other one's likely to be his sister," Mulder makes the obvious conclusion. "Likely," the Deputy stands and stretches then makes his way over to the coffee maker and fills his empty mug. "It will take until later today to get Grace Wells's dental records from Atlanta. Oh, and another thing...the money moved out of Hong Kong overnight last night." "Really?" Mulder joins him at the counter, raising his mug for more coffee, "was it a preauthorized transfer or had someone just called it in?" "We're still checking on that," the Deputy pours coffee into Mulder's waiting mug. "Where did it go?" I rise and cautiously put weight on my twisted ankle. I sigh when the pain rises only to the level of a dull ache. "Rome..." the Deputy says before we're all distracted by the jangle of the telephone on the wall by the back door. When the Deputy reaches for it, it falls silent. A moment later, Rebecca pushes through the door and looks at Mulder. "Fox, it's Lariat Rent-a-Car on the telephone for you. I picked it up in my office but go ahead and grab it here," she gestures at the phone on the wall. "Great," he says with a flat tone of voice. When our replacement car arrives, we will have no reason to stay. With no reason to stay, our mutual promise this morning in bed will be postponed until the next idyllic bed and breakfast turns up on our schedule. Given our current rate of success, I can pencil that in for some time in late 2003. My self pity is derailed by the appearance of Rob and Donna MacGowan Gordon coming through the door left swinging when Rebecca returned to her office. "Well, I guess the jig's up, huh?" Rob's lips are tight and thin in his flushed face. One arm is looped protectively around Donna's shoulders and he's looking at her, at Mulder's back as he talks on the phone, at the floor, out the window. "I knew my prints would blow the lid off things" is what he says to me. ****CHAPTER EIGHT*** "So why'd you do it, Rob?" I take the direct approach, see if I can jolt the truth out of him, whatever it may be. "For love, what else?" He smiles down at Donna whose lips tremble into a smile that shines back at him. "Not for the sixty million dollars?" I suggest an alternative motive. "Sixty million?" Rob raises his eyes to mine for the first time. "From where?" "Davis and Grace Wells's investment firm in Atlanta." "Uh...say that again?" I take another tack. "How long have you known Richard Kelly, Rob?" He shakes his head. "I've never met the man." "What about his sister, Grace Wells?" "Really? Grace is...Mary Kelly's sister-in-law?" He shakes his head. "I never would have guessed. They didn't seem to know each other." "But what about you, Rob, how long have you known her?" "Who? Grace Wells?" I nod and wait, slanting a look at the Deputy. He leans against the wall, arms crossed over his chest, and patiently watches me work his case. I probably should have let him take the lead but now that I'm here, I go with the momentum and turn back to the Gordons. "I met Grace for the first time when we arrived here." "You don't know her from Boston? She's from Dorchester." "I'm from Lexington," he says as if it's more than the distance that separates himself from Grace Wells. "Oh my God, Dana...you don't think he killed those people do you?" Donna gasps suddenly, clutching at her husband, "Rob would never do that, he's not that kind of person, Rob's..." "It's okay, Donna," he presses a gentle kiss against the top of her head and hugs her tightly before looking up at me. "It's just a mistake." "Is it?" I say more fiercely than I intend to. "Yes, it's..." "So why the false name?" the Deputy steps in with a key question. "Robert MacGowan *is* not..." Rob begins to say, but the Deputy cuts him off. "I think you had a lead on what was happening here, maybe even helped the Wellses get the money out of the country, maybe using a conduit from Hopkins-Rogers-Tilley to one of their banks overseas." "No, really, I can explain..." but the Deputy cuts him short again. "Things got ugly when it boiled down to dividing it up. You met with Grace Wells and her brother at the garage yesterday morning, didn't you? Things got heated and you used a wrench to bash in the back of his head before strangling his sister who's less than half your size." I raise an eyebrow at the modus operandi, surprised that the Deputy would give away that information at this point in the investigation. "We're running prints on the wrench as we speak." The Deputy moves into Robert Gordon's space, coming face to face with him. "Now you're in sole possession of the banking information and passwords. You set up a transfer, moving the money from the Cayman Islands to a bank in Hong Kong used by Hopkins-Rogers- Tilley for their Asian operations, then set a fire in the garage to cover your tracks...and the murders." "Deputy, I wouldn't..." Rob backs away, so pale that freckles stand out as scattered green splotches across his skin. The Deputy makes up the space and comes face to face with the younger man again. "Then, last night, while out - supposedly - with friends, you make another call. You transfer the money from Hong Kong to a bank in Rome, also used by Hopkins-Rogers- Tilley in the past, this time for their Mediterranean projects." Rob blinks rapidly. "But Hopkins-Rogers-Tilley uses banks all over the world to fund their operations. Pick a major bank in any country and it's likely that HRT uses it or has used it in the recent past." "Well then, Mr. *Gordon,* why don't you give us a thumbnail sketch of the international banking business from your perspective." "I can't really. I only know that..." Rob begins to explain but his wife steps between him and the Deputy, her eyes the color of freshly-pressed steel. The Deputy retreats a pace. "If you won't listen to him, then listen to me," Donna pushes her chin up in the air and locks eyes with the Deputy. Now it's my turn to lay back and listen. "It's *me* that he's protecting. My name is...was...Donna Tilley. My father is one of the owners of Hopkins-Rogers-Tilley, where Rob works. If you don't know the company, then let me tell you that it was established by born and bred Mayflower stock back in the sixteenth century and has been run by a consortium of direct descendants ever since. "Rob and I met at the company picnic two years ago. My father didn't like the idea of the little people who work for him mingling with Mayflower blood. He did everything he could to discourage our relationship. I was only sixteen. Rob was twenty one and just graduated from MIT, summa cum laude." Her voice swells with pride and she leans back against him; Rob circles her shoulders with his arms and holds her against his chest as she continues her story. Her hair barely tickles the underside of his chin. "Since I was sixteen, my father had a legal right to keep us apart. But we kept seeing each other. I'm pretty sure he figured we'd run off and get married when I turned eighteen. All year he's been talking about sending me to a finishing school in Switzerland for a year after high school." She turns to me. "Finishing School? Can you imagine that? Doesn't that sound just too Jackie O. for words?" "Finishing School certainly wasn't one of the popular options in my family," I admit. Basic Training was more like it. "Switzerland," the Deputy breaks in. "There's a lot of banks in Switzerland. Banks with strict privacy rules. A good place to hide stolen money." "But we're not going there. Do the math," Donna snaps at the Deputy before continuing Rob's defense, now directed at me. "So Rob and I decided to elope as soon as I turned eighteen last month. It took us a few weeks to put it together but we did. We got married in the courthouse in Concord on the way up here. We have the marriage certificate to prove it. It's locked in Rob's car." "So you're still in high school, Donna?" I ask and when she nods, I add "aren't you supposed to be in school right now?" "No actually, we're on Spring Break until next Monday," she looks outside at the snowy landscape and laughs a little. "You know, Dana, Rob's father's an orthopedic surgeon at Mass General. His mother's a lawyer. His younger brother will get his MBA from Harvard Business School later this year and Rob's an MIT-trained engineer," her voice softens for a moment as she looks up to her husband with love in her eyes. Then she returns to his defense, "But Rob's not good enough for me because the Gordons arrived from Scotland only 70 years ago, between the two world wars. My father thinks anyone who arrived less than 300 years ago is simple immigrant trash." I exchange looks with Mulder. That makes both of us smelly landfill by Mr. Tilley's estimation. I'm already not liking this man. "I may be just eighteen, scared to death of the dark and my father, but I know that everything he's told you is true. I'm telling you the only time we've been separated over the past few days is when one or the other of us have gone to the bathroom. Rob didn't kill anyone or steal any money and neither did I. I'm telling the truth." My hyperactive gut agrees with her. I look first at the Deputy and then at Mulder for their reaction. "The proud Mr. Tilley's probably going to can your ass when you get back," Mulder says from his listening post near the telephone. Rob shrugs. "Fine. Let him. I can always get another job. I can't find another Donna. She's one of a kind." My eyes go to Mulder then dart away when they meet the powerful sexuality of the look he fires back at me. A rush of heat burns through me and I struggle to regain my equilibrium, stumbling ahead. "So...ah...you decided to...um...use an assumed name..." "MacGowan is my middle name, my mother's maiden name," Rob clarifies the point. "...use your middle name to avoid detection by Donna's father." I conclude. "At least slow him down enough so we can get married and have...uh...some quality time to ourselves before we have to go back and face the music," Rob swallows hard; from the look on his face I gather he already hears the tune. "I'd like you to come down and make a formal statement to that effect," the Deputy says. Rob looks at his wife and they both nod before he turns back to the Deputy. "You won't contact Donna's father, will you? There's no reason, right? We...Donna and I...can prove everything we've told you -- we're married, she's eighteen..." I can hear the lump in his throat. "No. There's no need," the Deputy agrees. "But I'd count on sticking around town for the time being. Just a suggestion." "We're here until Thursday afternoon," Rob promises. It's Tuesday. He fishes around in his pocket and hands the Deputy a fat wad of keys. "Here's the keys to my car, my house, my gym locker. Hold them as bond." "Great," the Deputy looks at the wall clock before handing the keys back to Rob, "but you'll need them. Why don't we meet down at the Station around two o'clock? I should be back there by then." "Okay. Great. We can go out skiing for a couple of hours and work off some of this adrenaline," Rob shakes his hands loosely at the end of his arms, "and meet you later." "I'll be looking for you," the Deputy reminds them as they nearly fall over each other, leaving the room. The scampering of puppy feet fade in the direction of the front door. "So it was blunt force trauma and strangling?" I ask the Deputy when they're gone. He shrugs. "I have no idea. Haven't got the Coroner's full report yet. I was indulging in a little creative lying to see what kind of reaction I would get." That elevates my eyebrow again. "Do you think they're telling the truth? That hiding from Donna's father is what this is all about?" The nervousness, the anxiety. Monroe shakes his head. "It's plausible. It's one way to explain everything. And we have no reason *not* to believe them at this point." "So if the Gordons didn't do it, who killed the Wellses and Richard Kelly? We're getting a bit low on suspects." Mulder reminds us. "We've still got Harold Steinberg," the Deputy reminds us. "Harold? I'm afraid I still don't see it." Mulder collects our mugs and rinses them in the sink. "He has no obvious connection to the Wellses or the Kellys. He has a pretty good alibi for the morning of Davis Wells's murder. He's got a disability that would give him a disadvantage in a struggle with an abler victim, even a small woman." "That makes him the perfect suspect because we don't suspect him," I take the mugs from Mulder's hands and put them in the dishwasher. "Don't you read mystery novels?" "*You* used to suspect him, Scully." "I used to dislike him," I clarify my problem with the man, "I suspected him of being a horse's ass. I hoped but never really suspected him of being involved in these murders." "Then he must be our man," Mulder grins at me. "There's a rule. I'll bet you ten bucks, anyway." "That he's the killer or he's not the killer?" I'm not sure whether Mulder's quick acceptance of Harold's guilt is more of his deadpan humor or not. "That he's *not* guilty," Mulder insists. "I don't live by the rules." Now there's a great truth. "You're on." I throw a dishrag at his chest; it bounces off and hits the floor at his feet. "Let's go talk with him and see whether he confesses." Harold's room is upstairs at the opposite end of the hall from our room. Rebecca opens the door, leading us into a room where sunlight falls through a sparse veil of pine boughs, puddles here and there on the floor, and lays in long sheets across the neatly made bed. A large orange tabby sprawls across a wedding ring quilt; he deigns to lift his heavy head and blink at us with sleepy yellow eyes when we enter the room. "This is Thomas, Tommy for short," Rebecca makes the introduction; Tommy trills a greeting before he empties himself with a big sigh and stretches over the comforter again. "Either he's come and gone," Mulder looks around the room, "or he never came back last night." I open the armoire and see odds and ends of clothing hanging there. A small suitcase is tucked neatly between the armoire and the night stand. Through the door into the bathroom I see miscellaneous men's toiletries scattered across the counter. "I didn't hear him come in last night and my bedroom's directly beneath this one," Rebecca looks around the room. "It looks pretty much like I left it yesterday after I tidied up." "So is Harold the most recent casualty of this war or the last man left standing?" I have a bad feeling about this, one way or the other. Mulder shrugs, looking through the empty suitcase, not finding any false compartments in the top or the bottom. "I guess we should check the barn for his car, to see if he came back." "We could call his newspaper in Jacksonville," I finish patting down the last jacket without finding anything significant hidden in the pockets or lining. The red and black paid hangs prominently in front of the other items as if it were placed there to speak to me. "What was the name of it?" "Jacksonville Times-Gazette. Why don't I go check on the car while you call the newspaper," Mulder suggests a division of labor in deference to my wrapped ankle and strained hamstrings. "Thanks." I'm still a bit sore to try walking on slippery snow and ice with any degree of confidence. "You can use my office," Rebecca offers me a private place to make my call. "Great." Mulder's half way to the door before his mouth closes behind the words. He lopes downstairs and out the back door while I lean on the railing and take it step by step. Rebecca hovers at my elbow, reaching and withdrawing, obviously wanting to offer help but obviously not wanting to offend me. Fifteen minutes later, I put down the telephone and meet Mulder's inquiring eyes. "Fasten your seatbelts, I think we have our answer. Most of it, anyway." Mulder slides into a chair and leans forward, "My breath is bated. Lead on." I clean my throat and take a moment to organize my thoughts. I'm enjoying Mulder's antsy form of anticipation so much it's almost a shame to go ahead with the story. "Was the car there?" I ask instead. "No. Come on, Scully," he urges me, "spill." "Well. I finally ended up talking to William Featherstone, the managing editor of the Times-Gazette. It turns out that Harold Steinberg doesn't work for the paper anymore." I feed the excitement on Mulder's face. "It turns out that Harold was fired from the paper over a year ago." "Fired?" Mulder's eyes nearly sparkle now. "For what reason?" I clear my throat. "It turns out our Mr. Steinberg cost the Times-Gazette a very large sum of money." "And why would that be?" Mulder moves across the room, sitting on the edge of the desk next to me, nudging my shoulder impatiently. I think of all the tortuous slide shows Mulder's put me through and take my sweet time unfolding this story, enjoying every second of his obvious discomfort. "It seems that *this* Pulitzer is not the first one Harold Steinberg has gone after. About a year and a half ago, a jewel thief was making the rounds of West Palm Beach. This was a highly skilled thief hitting only the homes of the very rich..." "...and very bejeweled, no doubt" Mulder chimes in. "Correct. Security systems were no obstacle." I pick up my notes and read over them for a moment. "Apparently, Harold had gotten on the tail of this thief in a way the police had been unable to do. He was, apparently, following the thief from burglary to burglary, recording *her* exploits for a series he planned to later publish in the Times-Gazette." "The thief was a her?" Mulder leans over to look at my notes. I fold them against my chest and smile at him instead. "Yes, apparently so. It makes a good story, doesn't it? At any rate, she was never caught. When the managing editor read the finished draft of Harold's story, he hit the roof and immediately turned the information...and Harold...over to the police." "Did he know that by not reporting the crimes, he had made himself an accessory, not a Pulitzer winner?" Mulder asks. "Who knows? Maybe the lust for recognition overwhelmed his common sense. If he had any in the first place." I shake my head. "When the victims whose burglaries were chronicled in Harold's story learned he'd witnessed the thefts and not reported them, they brought suit against Harold and, by extension, the Times-Gazette, for the dollar amount of their cumulative losses incurred after he witnessed the first theft. The insurance companies were most insistent." "How much?" I refer to my notes again. "Approximately seventeen million, four hundred and fifty five thousand, six hundred and seventy one dollars...and twenty seven cents." "Approximately," he whistles at the dollar amount. "The Times-Gazette settled for an undisclosed sum then canned his ass. The last they heard he was living in Miami, free- lancing." "Given what we know about Steinberg and the Wellses, can we make the a priori argument that the Pulitzer he's tracking this time is not the first Pulitzer he's gone after with reckless disregard for the law? That's he followed the Wellses here in pursuit of that prize?" Mulder gets up and moves around the room. "But...does that make him the murderer? Maybe he got too close and it made him a victim." I nod, shrugging. "He had a pretty good alibi for Davis Wells's murder, combined with the fact that he probably couldn't have skied down there to ambush him." I prop my foot on the chair Mulder vacated. "I have a hard time seeing him overwhelm Mary Kelly, or understand why he would kill her. I don't know about the Kelly twins. I suppose he could have torched the garage with them in it." "Maybe he decided to go for the sixty mil instead of the Pulitzer." "Instead of jail," I remind Mulder of Harold's near miss with the jewel thefts. "I'm not saying he's responsible for any or all of these murders, but I'm sure he knows who is." "So we need to find Harold to find our answer." "That's one way." Mulder reels off an short alphanumeric string. "What's that?" "The license number of the missing Miata. Registered in Dade County, by the way." He picks up the telephone and dials the Sheriff's Station from memory as well. We spend the rest of the day making no progress on the case. Shortly after four o'clock, Lariat Rent-a-Car delivers a shiny new Taurus, a duplicate of the one that sits, burned out, in the remains of Kelly's Garage. Mulder jiggles the keys in his hand while squinting at the sun skimming the ridge to our west. "I suppose it's too late to leave today. We might as well stay until tomorrow." Fire leaps in my belly. "I think that's a good idea," I struggle to keep my voice steady and avoid making eye contact with Mulder. "The roads are probably icy at night." "Probably," he agrees. "Unsafe," he adds. "You wanna go upstairs?" I glance at my wristwatch and am surprised to see the tips of my fingers trembling. "We have two hours to kill until dinnertime." "Have any ideas, Agent Scully?" his arm loops around my shoulder and steers me gently toward the stairs. "We could take a nap." I start up the stairs at his side, gingerly testing my ankle with each step. "A nap. Now there's an idea. We'd be refreshed for dinner." He guides me down the hallway toward our room, letting me lean on him. A four-legged shadow flits across the hall in front of us. His arms are around me; my hands are free. I push the door open and, when I enter, I trip over the same bit of carpet that snagged Mulder last night. I'm still a bit off balance, favoring my bum ankle, and would have fallen if Mulder hadn't grabbed my shoulders and pulled me back onto my feet. I turn and glare at the offending bit of floor covering, giving it a kick with my good foot. It still doesn't lay flat so I bend and pull it straight. It's still humped up over something, so I flip it back to see what's up A zip disk lays on the polished hardwood. ***CHAPTER NINE*** "Well, look at that," Mulder bends and picks it up. He turns it over and back again. "No markings." "One of yours?" I hobble over to the bed and sit down. He shakes his head. "I don't use that brand. Whatever it is, it was left here for us to discover. Left here yesterday, if my stumbling last night is any indication. Let's see what's on it." Mulder tosses the disk on the bed and rummages in his duffle bag, producing his laptop. He opens it on the bed and presses the button. It chimes then nothing happens. The screen is black. The hard disk is silent. He presses the power button again. Again. Still nothing. "I guess you hurt more than your shoulder when you went over the embankment last Saturday." Damn. I pluck the disk from the comforter, tapping it against my fingertips, irritated that a thin layer of plastic and a string of inscrutable zeroes and ones stand between us and knowing what's on this disk. "Yeah," Mulder's taking the thing apart now. The zip drive and battery lay on the comforter and he's fishing blindly around the insides with his fingers. The keyboard pops up and he turns it down. "Does Rebecca's computer have a zip drive?" I run through my memory but can't recall the configuration of her machine downstairs. I wince a little, wondering whether he knows what he's doing in there. "Uh-uh," Mulder's got a screwdriver from the tiny kit he always carries with him and he's applying it to a plate in the middle of the machine. "We could call the Deputy, see if he's got one." It's going to explode when he turns it on, I know it. "We could," Mulder has removed the plate and fiddles around inside. It's going to explode with the disk inside for sure. "Come on, Mulder! I've got to know what's on this disk. It could be the answer to everything." "Forty-two." "What's that?" "The answer to everything." I don't get it. I tap the disk impatiently against my palm. "I'm going downstairs to call the Deputy and see..." "Ahah!" Mulder says, voice muffled by the guts of his computer. "What?" I stop on my way to the door. "I got it...I think." He pushes on something for a moment. "The RAM chip is loose." "Rams tend to cause real problems when they get loose," I limp back to the bed, folding the disk protectively against my chest. "Pesky RAMS." He chuckles at my attempted humor until he presses the power button and gets no response. "Shit. I was so sure that was it." I lean over and give it a little wiggle. There's an audible click as it seats completely. "Try it now," I advise him, trying to ignore the expression on his face as I stifle a grin. He quickly puts it back together again then presses the power button. This time, the computer comes to life. We wait breathlessly as it goes through its start-up routine and, eventually, produces a stable desktop. Mulder extends his hand for the disk. I give it to him then crawl, belly down, onto the bed next to him, my feet hanging off the side next to his feet that hang farther off the same side. His breath is warm on my cheek as we both eagerly scan the directory of the unlabeled disk. There's numerous files here, mostly .docs, mostly with inscrutable names like "ex.doc" or "morehouse.doc" or "february2000.doc." One file stands out from the rest -- "readme.doc" -- that begs to be read, right now. I reach across Mulder and oblige it with a double click. "Greetings, Dana and Fox," it begins. For a few minutes we both read in silence, one or the other of us reaching out to scroll down to the next page when we've read to the bottom of the last one. It's easy to lay my head against Mulder's shoulder as I read; he tucks me beneath one arm and supports himself with one hand on the far side of me. I'm warm and secure where I'm nestled against him, fascinated by the story that's unspooling before my eyes. "...and if you ever find yourselves in the Seychelles, look me up," it concludes. Mulder rolls into his back, pulling me with him so I lay half across his chest. "Do you think he's really in the Seychelles?" "Are you nuts?" Mulder shakes his head. Then he nods. I laugh at the goofy expression on his face. "Which is it?" "I'm nuts about you, Scully." A tsk comes out of my mouth before it curves into a smile. He's got that defenseless puppy dog look on his face that always turns me to silly mush inside. He doesn't use it on me often but, when he does, I'm a sucker for it. I cup my hands against his cheeks; he breathes deeply and closes his eyes. I lean down, brushing my lips against his, then brushing harder, then moving against his lips when they move against mine. The door rattles in its frame. "Go away. We're not here," I snap at the person who stands behind the door, in the hallway -- this door thing is getting to be a bad habit; surreal almost, with reliably bad timing. Mulder pulls my head back down and proceeds to kiss me silly. "Uh, sorry, Agent Scully." The Deputy tries again after a moment. "I just wanted to touch base with you before you leave tonight." "We're leaving tomorrow morning," I rest my forehead against Mulder's, breathing heavily. Go away. I hurl the thoughts through the door. "Oh. Okay." I can almost hear him turning his hat in his hands. "I...uh..." I roll away from Mulder and he rolls over on the evidence, facing the computer again. "It's okay. Come in. We have something to show you anyway." The door opens slowly and the Deputy peers cautiously inside, looking both ways before he eases into the room and closes the door behind him with a gentle click. Sitting up, I motion him over to the bed. "We received a love letter under the door this morning." "Last night, actually," Mulder corrects me. "From?" The Deputy hangs his hat on a bedpost and leans over the computer when I wave at it. "Our friend Harold Steinberg." "Really? Well, I have some information on Mr. Steinberg, too. His car is parked in an economy parking lot at Bradley Field ...in Hartford. Doors unlocked and keys in the ignition." "Since when?" "Dunno. The ticket's not in it. We're lucky we found it before some opportunist drove away with it. They're checking outbound flights now, for a clue to his destination." "I'll bet it's not the Seychelles," I say to Mulder. "Huh?" the Deputy doesn't follow. I turn the laptop so he can see the screen and explain about the zip disk under the carpet. "Granted, it's all hearsay. The only witness seems to be Harold Steinberg and he's long gone. But it does explain what's been going on around here." "So what *has* been going on?" the Deputy crosses his arms and waits for the story. "Apparently one of the Wellses' clients alerted Harold Steinberg that something funny had happened to her investment. It's not really clear, but I gather this client was an old girlfriend of Harold's." I start from the beginning. "Harold checked it out and discovered that, in fact, something funny was going on. His notes on the investigation, interviews with other disgruntled clients, descriptions of the movements of both Wellses, are all here on this disk. He intended to write it up and win his elusive Pulitzer with it." "Is that so," the Deputy sits on the edge of the bed. "So what does he have to say about the murders?" "That part is very interesting," Mulder picks up the narrative. "Apparently, he hid behind the dining room door when Scully and I were in the living room getting acquainted with the other guests. He saw Davis Wells sprinkling some white powder from a baggie onto a tossed salad he'd asked Mary Kelly to make specially for his wife." "Mary Kelly surprised him and he killed her on the spot?" "Evidentially. Harold writes that Mary challenged him, asked what he was doing. Davis turned, grabbed a knife out of the block on the counter, and stabbed Mary twice in the chest. He grabbed her as she fell and lowered her to the floor. At that point, both he and Mary were hidden behind the utility cart and Harold couldn't see what went on, but we all can guess that's when Wells wiped the knife blade clean. Then he saw Wells dive out the back door and close it quietly behind him. That was about three minutes before Rebecca discovered Mary's body in the kitchen." The Deputy whistles. "So Rebecca almost walked in on the murder." "It would seem so," Mulder rolls onto his back, lacing his fingers together and using them behind his head as a pillow. "And, although he intended to murder his wife, he killed Mary Kelly on the spur of the moment, as a defensive measure instead of a calculated one." "Well he was calculating enough to wipe his prints off the knife and get the hell out of the kitchen, back to his apartment before his wife work up from her nap and discovered him gone. So what about Davis Wells's murder?" the Deputy moves on to the next case. "Howard didn't see that one. He was, as we suspected, right here at the Bed and Breakfast, working on the earlier parts of his story. He was as surprised as Rebecca when Davis Wells's body turned up. He'd been betting that Davis would have another go at his wife at his earliest opportunity, not the other way around." "Do we know for a fact that it's Grace Wells who killed her husband? It seems more likely that it was her brother, after having skied in from town to meet them by the lake." "Or to ambush them...or him...by the lake," I remind the Deputy of an alternate interpretation of the evidence, "but we don't know for a fact that Richard Kelly was involved in the death at all. We just have a number of ski tracks that add up to that." "Correct. So what happened next?" Mulder takes over. "Harold went to town to do some sleuthing. He hid behind the garage and overheard Grace Wells and her brother plot their...getaway...with the money. He saw Kelly lock a leather portfolio filled with legal documents, including a couple of passports, in the bottom of a tool chest before going into the house for the evening. Harold slipped into the garage, used a pick gun on the tool chest lock, and discovered the documents not only confirmed everything he'd been investigating for the past couple of months but also gave him the wherewithal...names, dates, passwords...to take control of the money." "That's where greed stepped in and the need for literary recognition suddenly flew out the window," I suggest the motive for the next part, then continue with Harold's narrative. "Harold writes that he set up a number of gasoline cans, half full, around the perimeter of the garage, rag wicks knotted together in a loose daisy chain, with one end hanging out a cracked window that was obscured behind a pile of boards, to use as his starter. Then he came back here with the documents, gathered what he needed from his things and left this disk for us before, as he planned, going back to the garage and waiting for an opportunity." "And that seems to be what he did," Mulder adds. "Was it his plan, then, to wait until Kelly and his sister went back into the garage for the documents, start the fire, then get away?" the Deputy looks at both of us in turn, to confirm his understanding. "Jeez, he musta froze his tail off down there, waiting for something to happen. It was well below freezing last night." "It could have been, although he was not specific in his memo to us," I nod and then shrug. "That seems to fit the evidence, anyway. And maybe he just meant to burn the place down to cover his theft of the documents. But unless we find him, we'll never know for sure." "Well." The Deputy stands and paces over to the window. He scratches his head. "Whodathunkit?" I smirk at Mulder. "I always knew Harold was guilty of something." "But you said you thought he was guilty of being a jerk, not being a murderer." "Just details, Mulder," I roll off the bed and straighten my clothing. "He sure had a lot of brass, putting that disk under your door yesterday, before he'd done the deed and gotten away." The Deputy stands, too, retrieving his hat. "Grandstanding," Mulder says definitively. "He still has the need to be *glorified* for his story, to take the credit for it. That probably outweighed the risk of being exposed before he could pull it off." The Deputy moves to the door. "I'm going to call in and see if Sheila's gotten any call backs on the APB I put on Steinberg. I need to change the wording anyway...from missing person to murder suspect. That oughta get the fires lit down there." Downstairs, mouthwatering smells ooze out of the kitchen and puddle in the living room -- something with garlic is roasting for dinner. Sarah and Maggie sit by the fire reading; they look up hopefully when we enter and cross the room. I smile in what I hope is my most non-alarming manner and follow the Deputy and Mulder to Rebecca's office. The Deputy closes the door behind us and makes a call while Mulder and I wait quietly. "Bad news," he finally says to us, cradling the phone. "There's no record of a Harold Steinberg flying out of Bradley. Or taking a bus or a train. He seems to have driven there and disappeared." "It's unlikely that he had false identification on him, ready for such a contingency," Mulder says, "given the apparent spontaneity of his action." "We also gave a description. No one has seen a slight man with long curly hair and a pronounced limp at any of those places ." "So where did he go?" I want to know. "Wherever he went, he managed to move the money again." "Where's it now?" "It's been transferred, in three separate chunks, to three separate banks in Switzerland." "See," Mulder nudges me, "Switzerland." He trades a knowing look with the Deputy. A light knock sounds at the office door. Rebecca cracks the door and looks in, finds the Deputy, and announces the arrival of Lester Marshall, the county coroner. "He says he has something you need to see...now." "Great. Bar-be-cued bodies for dinner. Yum-mee." Mulder's clearly not as excited as the Deputy and I are. We lead the way out of the office, into the living room. Rebecca's ushering Sarah and Maggie into the kitchen on some pretense as we arrive. "Lester," the Deputy extends his hand, "what have you got for us that's so important you'd drive all the way up here this evening?" Lester Marshall is tall and lean, with nearly trimmed black hair and moustache, and meticulously kept hands. He looks more like a country pastor than a county coroner. He pulls two photographs out of a manila envelope and hands them to me. "I think this will make the most sense to you, Agent Scully." I take the photographs and look at them for a long moment, shifting back and forth between the two. "No. Way." is all I can say. "What, Scully?" I have to laugh and so I do. Mulder is mystified by my amusement over a couple of autopsy shots. "What?!" "Oh this is too good, Mulder." I giggle again. "We're such chumps" is all that comes to mind. "Why?!" He's getting impatient now so I hand the photos to him, pointing there and there. "Well, I'll be..." Mulder says after a moment, a grin spreading over his face. Mulder, the Coroner, and I are nodding among ourselves when the Deputy pushes into the non-conversation. "So what's so funny?" I wipe my eyes and hand him the first photograph. It's a body, largely consumed by fire, with most of its flesh burned away. The skeleton is easy to see in many places. I point at the pelvis. "This is clearly not the pelvis of a woman. It would be wider with a large opening...here...if it were. This is a man's pelvis." "So you mean that Grace Kelly was really a man?" "No. Look at this," I show him another shot, a close-up of the lower right leg. Both the tibia and fibula are bowed going into the ankle, and the remains of the foot, obviously protected by a shoe at the time of death, is markedly clubbed. "Who do we know with a limp around here?" "It can't be," the Deputy adds his bewilderment to our own. "It, apparently, can," Mulder insists. "So what happened to Harold's scheme? How did it go so wrong that he ended up being the victim rather than the victor?" I pose the question. "And how did Grace double cross..." "...and kill," I specify. "...her own twin brother in the process?" "Fratricide," the Deputy shakes his head. "I would have bet against it." "Me, too," I nod. "So you'd better change that APB back to specify Grace Wells, although I doubt you'll find her. It's a sure bet she came up here with false identification and a plan in place to get out of the country...with or without husband..." "...or brother," Mulder adds. "I'll send her picture and alert the Swiss authorities although," he scrubs his face with both hands, "heaven only knows where the money will be by morning." "By the way, Mulder, I was right. Harold *wasn't* the murderer. You owe me ten bucks." I hold out my hand. "Wait a minute, Scully. *I* bet that Harold wasn't guilty." "Well, I didn't bet he *was* guilty." A slow grin spreads over Mulder's face. He takes my hand, lacing his fingers through mine instead of planting a ten dollar bill in my palm. "Why don't we swap Alexander Hamiltons after dinner? That ought to even the score," he promises and I get goose bumps up and down my back. Still, we linger after dinner tonight, joining the remaining guests for coffee in front of the fire. Sarah and Maggie are as talkative as they were on the first day; identification of the likely murderers has both relieved them and given them a great story they will take home to Wisconsin and tell for weeks, months, and years to come. Rob and Donna are back to being young lovebirds, each engrossed in the other, willingly oblivious to the other dramas going on around them. A new couple, Mary Wescott and James Earley, are quite dismayed to discover that they've chosen to spend an extended weekend at a crime scene, despite our assurances that the killers are dead or miles away from here by now. Surely. Mulder sits across the room in the wing chair formerly favored by Harold Steinberg. Nonetheless, I feel his glaze slide under my clothes in a most disruptive way; I consciously stop myself from holding the tabs of my collar together like an old maid but my face turns suspiciously red from the effort. From the corner of my eye, I notice how Mulder's silk turtleneck outlines his broad shoulders and clings to his pecs, how it tucks neatly into the beltless waistband of his jeans and feel my cheeks grow even hotter. It's no use. I just hope everyone else will think it's the wine I had with dinner. Finally we head up the stairs. It's late, pushing past midnight. Mulder loops his arm around my waist to ease the pressure on my injured leg and I loop my arm around his waist just because it feels good to do it. "You know, Mulder, I still can't believe that Grace Wells killed her brother. That's the hardest part of this whole case to swallow." "It didn't sound like they were too close. I mean, Richard Kelly had lived here for over ten years and no one remembers seeing his sister up here before now." "But they were twins. That counts for something, Mulder." "So does sixty million bucks." "Maybe she didn't set out to kill her brother. I mean, according to Harold, he planned to wait until they were in the garage and perhaps kill them, not himself. What went wrong? Why was he in the garage instead of Grace Wells? What started the fire, if Harold didn't? How did Grace Wells end up with, presumably, all the important papers as well as Harold's car keys?" "We'll have to wait for the fire marshal's report and still we probably won't ever know exactly what happened, Scully." He opens the door to our room. "Prroooow." Mia meets us at the door, coyly dipping her head, rubbing the arch of her back against the wood. Mulder scoops her up and deposits her unceremoniously in the hallway behind us. Mia whips her head around, giving him a narrow-eyed glare before raising her tail in the air and sauntering down the hallway, saluting us with her backside. Mulder closes the door behind us, throws the lock with a decisive *click,* then we stand there a moment, listening to the fire crackle. I lean into him, breathing his scent through the thin fabric of his sweater. It's rich and musky, pure Mulder, a signature scent I would recognize anywhere. He loops his arms around my shoulders, whispers my name into my hair, and chafes my back with this large hands as he waits for me to make the move. Fueled by the warmth of his breath in my ear, I oblige, tugging at his sweater, pulling it loose from the waistband of his jeans, sliding my eager hands beneath it and across the broad strength of his back. Mulder is solid on so many levels. I look up and meet his half-lidded gaze looking down into me, through me, with the golden highlights of firelight burning like oil across deep green water. I'm drawn to them and leaning up, rising on my toes, I reach for his mouth with my own. He meets me partway. Tonight I'm hungry, reaching for more when he offers me some. He lets me guide him back toward the bed. On the way, we both lose our moccasins and, somehow, both my sweater and Mulder's are gone. My bra soon follows and then I'm popping the buttons on Mulder's fly, one-by-one, setting him free. I like it slow like this, savoring each moment. I kneel, peeling the denim down his legs. When I stand, he does the same for me, his long fingers tickling my legs on the way back up, forcing a sigh with his name on it between my lips. Now we're naked, pressed flesh to flesh from chest to toe. The comforter lays in a heap on the floor; we lay in a heap on the bed, using our lips and hands and fingers to find those secret places we save for each other and time likes these. I swim onto his chest, opening myself to him. Mulder's long fingers leave a trail of goose bumps down my back, they circle over the tight globes of my backside, they trace the soft skin of my inner thigh before sliding into me so deeply I cry out against his lips. "You're killing me, Mulder," I whisper once I find words to rub against my vocal cords. It comes out a low purr. This time I don't mind the sound at all. I feel his mouth turn up in a satisfied smile. He nips at my lips, pulling at them, using his hot tongue to lick and swirl inside my mouth the way his fingers stroke me down below. I feel the heat of his sex, swollen hard, burning against the tender flesh of my thigh, calling ScullyScullyScully, prodding me insistently. "Yesssss," I answer in a long hiss that leaks out of my chest as Mulder raises my hips and guides me to him. I slide down, onto him, taking him deep inside me before I sit up and look down at him. He fills and fulfills me. His eyes glitter in the firelight, an expression of wonder spreads across his face. "I can't breathe," he gasps. I lean down and brush his lips, "You can." He can. He fills his lungs with a long shuddering moan. His large hands grasp my hips and settle me more firmly on him; he pushes into me and I push against him, leaning forward, letting his shoulders take my weight. His eyes, wide open, tell the whole story. He avoids the three words he thinks will spook me but I see all three of them, over and over, in his eyes at moments like these. I love you, too, Mulder, I beam back at him in our wordless language. Shifting my hips, I rock gently then move faster. I don't know why I need him so badly tonight, but I do. Maybe it's been too long since our last joining. Maybe it's a flare up of my hormones, weakened by the abuse I suffered during my abduction. Maybe it's the cumulative pressure of so much denial - both to ourselves and to the people around us - that makes it explosive when we finally manage to come together like this. I lean into him and he rises to meet me. He grins, laughter bubbling out of him and into me. He finds my hands with both of his and laces his fingers through mine, melding us there, too. "Mulder," I whisper to his lips, finding them, slowing my headlong race in order to taste them. He shudders beneath me, his breath coming in heavy rasps through his nose while our mouths are joined. "You're killing me," he repeats my words back at me, his lips tickling my lips with each syllable. Lightning arcs from my nerve endings, prickling my skin, as he begins to move smoothly beneath me in a sensuous loping gait that I match with my hips, sliding and joining and sliding again, in perfect coordination until he stiffens and cries out against my shoulder. The white heat of his explosion sets off a chain reaction in my belly; I lose the control of my body and mind. Shreds of overwhelming sensation, the sound of Mulder's voice, the faint rhythmic creak of bed springs, and the hoarse pull of my own breath all fragment around me. Now I lay against his heaving chest, the gallop of his heart loud beneath my ear, riding him back to earth. "Not bad for a thirty-nine-year-old." "Thirty eight," he gasps, "until October," then he rolls me over so he's on top, cradled between my legs, swelling somewhere in the vicinity of my heart that's about to burst from the sheer pleasure of it. We move together again, each holding on to the other, smiling, trading kisses, whispering fragments of words that make perfect sense at the moment but are nonsense in retrospect. When the tension coils in my belly, so tight I can barely breathe, my eyes flick wide open and find Mulder's open and ready above me. "Go on, Scully," he manages a coherent directive, pushing me with his hips, "fly!" I do. With Mulder's help, I'm sailing, the air cooling my blood where it hammers just beneath my skin. I bring Mulder with me; he jerks once, gasps, then explodes and follows me into the air. We drift slowly and land on a cloud. The comforter is somewhere on the floor; I don't care, I could fry an egg on either Mulder or I, we're that hot. Mulder slides off to one side, turning me with him. We lay, face-to-face, watching each other come down. He strokes the hair plastered to my forehead away from my face. I run my fingertips across the softness of his lips. He nips at my fingers, pulling them one by one into his mouth as they pass over his face and into his sodden hair. I follow them with my lips, tasting the hot saltiness of him. This is just between Mulder and me, the magic we alone can make. It has nothing to do with an X-File or cancer or a conspiracy or aliens or what Skinner or the Bureau might think if they saw us together like this. None of that matters. This is *us* lying here. Naked. Elemental. This is the way it should always be, I remember thinking as I fall asleep in the gentle strength of his arms. ***CHAPTER TEN -- Epilogue*** Wednesday, April 5, 2000 There's something different about this morning. Water runs overhead; not rain, just the sound of sun-warmed snow melting over steep slates. Expanding beams creak in the ceiling and walls as the house wakes to the day. A chain saw whines about its business somewhere in the distant outside and Mulder breathes peacefully in my hair, his head on the pillow beside me. Then the door rattles gently. I raise an eyelid to see a long gray leg scrabbling blindly underneath, snagging the carpet then losing the edge, claws waving wildly, looking for something to grab onto and finding nothing but air. Poor Mia. She's been locked out in the cold while Mulder and I snuggle, warm, in her bed. "Tough luck, kitty," I barely mouth the words when her paw freezes in mid-swipe and disappears back into the hallway. I turn my head and watch Mulder sleep for a moment. Sleep. That's something he's learned to do in the past several years as, one by one, he's let his demons slip away from him. I roll onto my side and, wiggling backward, fit my backside to the curve of his hips, relaxing into him. A perfect fit. That's exactly how it seemed last night, too. It's more than two people coming together for lust and release, although lust is part of it and the release is glorious. The poetry of our lovemaking would likely spark the life force of a beautiful child if that were possible for us. My fingers creep across my belly. It is warm, tingling, alive with blood pumping through tissue the way champagne bubbles in a glass. Mulder stirs, embracing me with a strong arm around my waist. He tucks me against his chest, then holds me with his fingers splayed over mine. "I would if we could, Scully," the promise tickles my ear. "You know that." Now I'm sure he can read my mind. We're late to the dining room, having taken a long detour through a hot shower, arriving when other guests are rising to leave. Odds and ends are available in the warmers that stand on the antique sideboard -- one strip of bacon, a pair of sausage links, a ham patty along with a thick slice of French toast, a small mound of hash browns and a lone egg, over easy. We chat with Maggie and Sarah as we fill a single plate with the orphans and join them at the table. "Oh no no," Rebecca hurries into the room, clucking over the plate that sits between Mulder and me. This morning she wears a bright red painter's smock over worn jeans. A dish rag hangs from one pocket like a strange handkerchief, flapping as she strides to the table. "You can't eat *that.* Please, I feel terrible. Let me cook something for you." I think of the endless muffins and cold bagels, the cups of burnt coffee and gallons of lukewarm juice I've consumed over the years and laugh, gratefully, at Rebecca's discomfort. I describe our usual diet, dividing a sausage link with my fork and eating both halves with gusto. Mulder slices the French toast down the middle and slides part over to my side of the plate. I carve it earnestly, feeling the weight of Rebecca's doubting gaze on my hands. "Fresh coffee then," she compromises and we agree to it. "Have you heard anything more about Grace Wells?" Sarah Morgan leans forward in her seat, eyes twinkling with excitement. I shake my head, chewing the rich toast, swallowing. "No. It's up to Deputy Monroe now. It's his case." I slice the egg in two parts and eat one of them. "You can walk away from it? Leave the mystery unsolved?" Maggie asks in a skeptical tone. "Is it?" Mulder throws the question back at Maggie then spears the his half of the egg with his fork. "Unsolved, that is? We have a reasonably good idea who killed Mary Kelly." "According to Harold," Sarah reminds us it's hearsay. It's the best we - the Deputy, that is - have at the moment, barring discovery of the killer's bloodstained clothing or receipt of a signed confession from the afterlife. "We have it narrowed down to two - Grace Wells or her brother - for the murder of Davis Wells," Mulder continues with the body count. "Then, since Grace Wells is the last man, or should I say woman, standing after the debacle at the garage, it's a pretty good bet she was responsible for deaths of her own brother and Harold Steinberg...maybe her husband as well." "Harold. He seemed like such a nice young man. A little full of himself, but still quite pleasant." Maggie says wistfully. "I don't know about that," her sister joins the conversation. "From the message he left for Fox and Dana it sounded like he planned to burn both Grace and her brother to death. That doesn't sound very pleasant to me." "That's true, dear. We often don't see the dark waters flowing beneath the calm surface, do we? Still, I wonder if he really meant to kill them?" Maggie continues thoughtfully. "What if he only meant to burn down the garage? They would assume their documents were still locked in the tool chest and a lot of time would be wasted between the time of the fire and the time Richard Kelly would be able to get back into the debris and discover the theft. Maybe all he wanted was a head start for himself and a chance to move the money so they couldn't find it." "That's one thing I love about you, Sweetie. You always look for the good in people," Sister Sarah pats the back of Maggie's hand affectionately. "And what about the gun used to kill poor Davis? Have they found that?" "No," I shake my head, "but they're sifting through the debris in the garage. Maybe it's there. Maybe they'll be able to lift prints from it. Maybe then we'll know who killed Davis Wells." "Well, we know they didn't throw it in the lake," Maggie says with a wave of her hand. I think of the snow-covered frozen lake for a moment, then something hits me. "You know, the murderer - Grace or her brother - could have thrown it *on* the lake. It would be buried in snow until the thaw, when it would eventually fall through the thinning ice and end up in the mud at the bottom just the same as if they'd thrown it in during summer time." "And what are the odds of someone skiing over that exact spot between now and the thaw, probably only a week or two away?" Maggie seizes the importance of her off-hand comment. "Probably slim," I say, watching the intense concentration on Maggie Lisbie's face as she considers how to go about resolving this final detail. The Deputy will surely receive her offer of help. With a rumble of footsteps, Donna and Rob tumble into the room wearing full ski regalia, minus the boots and poles. Donna rushes to the table, holding her arms for me. "Dana! I wanted to see you before you left." I obediently stand and let myself be hugged, surprised at how reasonable it seems to communicate this way. "Good luck, Donna. I hope you two can talk your father around so that he accepts your marriage." Donna's sunny personality goes behind a cloud for a moment. I find my hand in my pocket and one of my business cards in my hand. Surprised to find it there, I extend it to Donna. "Take this. Call me if you need a big sister to talk to." "Or if you need help getting Rob out of jail," Mulder adds. Donna takes the card, holding it delicately with both hands. "Wow. Thanks, Dana! I'll definitely be calling you." She bounds over, planting a kiss on my cheek and bouncing up to put one on Mulder's. Rob offers a more subdued handshake to both of us before they excuse themselves and head for the front door. I gather my mug and the empty dish; Mulder collects the silverware and his mug. I limp ahead of him into the kitchen. Rebecca stands at the sink with her back to the dining room door. She turns when she hears us come through. "What are you doing?" She rushes over and takes the dishes from our hands, ferrying them to the sink in two trips. "You need to hit the road." She jostles the plates in the sink for a moment. "Will you be okay?" Mulder looks around the kitchen. He remembers, as I do, the blood spatter and the dead body on the floor. Rebecca remembers them, too. She turns, balling her wet hands and hiding them in the oversized pockets of her smock. "I'll have to be," she resolves, straightening her back and meeting his eyes. "I have a business to run. Mary Ellen Pearson, the Pastor's wife, has offered to come help out until I find someone permanent to help me here. And she wasn't the first one to volunteer." Her voice chokes on the last word. "Of course, my sister has used this as an excuse, the one hundred and oneth reason why I should give up living in the sticks and move back to the civility of Long Island. But how can I leave? This place is so beautiful, a true paradise. There's such a community of friends here. And how often will two murderous renegade investment bankers come to town, anyway?" She extends one hand, dries it, then extends it again. Mulder squeezes it in both of his, then it's my turn. Rebecca walks us to the door where our luggage waits. I shrug into my coat and lace up my boots, putting the ultra soft moccasins in the basket for the last time. I find my bag and hoist the strap over my shoulder. Mulder wears his jacket and snow boots; when he opens the door, crisp morning air floods the foyer. Rebecca hands Mulder his duffle then chafes her arms through the thin cotton smock. "You will come back." Her words are a command, not a request. I agree and so does Mulder as we step through the door, turning, each raising one hand in farewell. The solid thunk of the door in its frame seals the agreement without argument. The packed snow in the drive is slushy in places, icy in others, hummocked here and there where it has melted before freezing again. Mulder holds me securely against his left side, supporting the weakness in my right leg and ankle, avoiding the residual stiffness in his right shoulder, while we pick our way to the barn. The rental car sits out front in the morning sunlight, its nose pointed toward the highway. Mulder delivers me to the passenger side. "Back to the real world, Mulder." I resign myself as we pull apart. "Why can't this be the real world?" He means *us.* I open my mouth and close it again. I don't have an answer to that one, or a reason or an excuse. Why can't this be real? I turn my face into the sun, seeking its warmth. I close my eyes and inhale deeply of wood smoke, pine resin, and the crisp tang of fresh air. I hear the murmur of wind through the trees, the trickle of melted snow running to ground, the excited chatter of small birds somewhere nearby, the receding crunch of Mulder's boots on the packed snow, and the clean metallic thunk of a key turning a door lock. I open my eyes and see Mulder watching me over the car's roof. His expression is cautiously neutral. Where the bright morning sunlight shades the lines in his face, I'm struck by how much character has risen to the surface over the eight years I've known him. He smiles hopefully. "Ready?" I sift through the layers in his question as I pull the door and climb in. My hand brushes the back of his hand when we snap our seatbelts in place. The silence between us is as thick as a bond. Then the car rumbles to life and we bump over the uneven surface of the driveway, onto the clean pavement of the highway, turning south. The road unspools in reverse. In the side mirror, I watch the high gable of Meadowlea slip behind a line of tall trees. Smoke spirals from the chimney to be swallowed by a puffy cloud overhead. At the end of the long meadow we thump over a narrow bridge where tiny wedges of the snowy lake show between trees that crowd the road. We crest a steep rise then roll downhill through the pines to New Blandford, slowing for traffic on its main street. We pass the Sheriff's Station, where the Deputy's car sits outside; the lights are on inside and I see Sheila leaning over a desk, the telephone at her ear. Mulder brakes for a big dog dragging a young boy across the street in front of the old church and I crane my head sideways to see where the white steeple pierces the vault of the blue sky. Further down on the left lay the charred remains of Kelly's Garage, still jumbled in the heap where it collapsed. Yellow tape flutters in the breeze between the front gate and a tall pine in the side yard then disappears around the back of the house. We accelerate, crossing the still-frozen river then pulling uphill to the plateau that will take us to the interstate, and home. All the while, I watch Mulder's face from the corner of my eye, follow his steady hands as they turn the wheel, listen to the hiss of the road beneath the tires, and imagine I feel the pulse of new life deep within my body. *** END Fifth Day in Paradise Rebecca's Blueberry Muffins 1 cup sugar 1 stick butter 2 large eggs 1 teaspoon vanilla 2 teaspoons baking powder 1-1/2 cups fresh blueberries 1/2 cup blueberry yogurt 2 cups flour 1 tablespoon sugar 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground nutmeg Cream sugar into butter. Beat in eggs, one at a time. Mix in baking powder and vanilla. Mash 1/2 cup of the blueberries, then stir into the mix. Fold in 1 cup of the flour, the 1/2 cup of blueberry yogurt, then the last cup of flour. Mix in the remaining blueberries. Divide between 12 muffin cups. Mix the tablespoon of sugar with the nutmeg and sprinkle over muffins. Bake at 375 degrees for 25-30 minutes (or until toothpick inserted comes out clean). Let cool 30 minutes in the pan before trying to eat.